Heavily Sedated
RKL Lyrics


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Due to all your anger, hate and pent up aggression
We must start to fight the next in line, it's sooon to come depression
Moving forward never giving in to sure regression
I'll see you here each week so we can start
Your final session, but as you probed my mind
To see me what you could find, tell me what it means to me
I'm a monster fueled by rage systematically created,
I must be heavily sedated.
Step right in my son, and we'll get ready to begin
With needles in my arms, electrodes buried in my skin
He said "Sit back, relax and you might feel a slight prick,
And later when you wake you might feel a little sick."
But when I opened my eyes then to my surprise
I wasn't me caught in a bind I awoke to find...
They stole my mind.

Now passive for the moment,
Was the monster hate created, gagged and bound,
Condition read... Heavily Sedated
Well, they cut me with their knife in hopes of a better life
But it left me so confused, fucked up, and jaded
They said that it must be to soothe the monster inside of me
But now I find myself heavily sedated!
But when I opened my eyes then to my surprise,
I wasn't me caught in a bind that I awoke to find...
They stole my mind!

As I lay there calm and passive, no more phrases in my head
Or...or lines strapped to my freaking bed
The last memory I retained was the bright flash of a knife
They say, with some success, I can live a normal life but,
I'm a monster fueled by rage
I'm a monster fueled by rage
I'm a monster fueled by rage




Systematically created
And now I'm Heavily Sedated.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of RKL's song "Heavily Sedated" explore the idea of a person who is fueled by anger and hate, and has been subjected to psychiatric treatment for it. The singer of the song is being treated at a mental health facility where he is constantly being probed and analyzed to uncover what makes him tick. Despite his resistance, he is forced to undergo various treatments like electroshock therapy, resulting in him feeling confused and jaded.


The song highlights the dehumanization and loss of control that often accompanies psychiatric treatment. The singer feels like his personality and identity have been taken away from him, and he's been reduced to a passive and heavily sedated state. The lyrics also suggest that the monster inside him was systematically created by the society he lived in, rather than being an inherent aspect of his personality.


The chorus of the song, "I'm a monster fueled by rage, systematically created, and now I'm heavily sedated" emphasizes the point that the singer is no longer in control of his life, and that the society that created him is responsible for his state of being. Overall, the lyrics create a poignant commentary on the modern world, where the consequence of societal injustice often manifests in mental illness and its systematic treatment.


Line by Line Meaning

Due to all your anger, hate and pent up aggression
Your intense emotions have caused us to prepare for the coming depression by fighting it head on.


We must start to fight the next in line, it's sooon to come depression
We must prepare for the oncoming depression and combat it with positivity and action.


Moving forward never giving in to sure regression
We must continue to move forward and never regress, even in the face of adversity.


I'll see you here each week so we can start, your final session, but as you probed my mind
I will meet with you for your final session each week, but as you try to analyze my thoughts,


To see me what you could find, tell me what it means to me
To see what you can discover about me, and what it means for my life and well-being.


I'm a monster fueled by rage systematically created, I must be heavily sedated.
I am a rage-filled monster that was created systematically, and I must be heavily sedated to control my violent tendencies.


Step right in my son, and we'll get ready to begin
Come on in, my son, and we will begin the process of calming and healing you.


With needles in my arms, electrodes buried in my skin
I am connected to medical equipment that will help diagnose and treat my condition.


He said "Sit back, relax and you might feel a slight prick, and later when you wake you might feel a little sick."
The doctor instructs me to relax as he administers a shot, and warns me that I might feel sick afterwards.


But when I opened my eyes then to my surprise, I wasn't me caught in a bind I awoke to find...
When I regained consciousness, I was surprised to find that I had been restrained and was unable to move freely.


They stole my mind.
I feel like my mind has been taken from me against my will.


Now passive for the moment, was the monster hate created, gagged and bound, Condition read...Heavily Sedated
The monster created from my anger is now temporarily passive, and I am heavily sedated and restrained so as to prevent any violent outbursts.


Well, they cut me with their knife in hopes of a better life, But it left me so confused, fucked up, and jaded
The medical professionals have operated on me in the hopes of curing me, but the result has left me feeling disoriented, traumatized, and disillusioned.


They said that it must be to soothe the monster inside of me, But now I find myself heavily sedated!
The doctors told me that the sedatives would help calm the inner monster, but I still feel heavily medicated and unable to control my emotions.


But when I opened my eyes then to my surprise, I wasn't me caught in a bind that I awoke to find...They stole my mind!
When I finally came to, I realized that my sense of self had been compromised, and that the doctors had taken control of my mind and body.


As I lay there calm and passive, no more phrases in my head, Or...or lines strapped to my freaking bed
Now that I have been heavily sedated, I feel calmer and less prone to violent outbursts, but at the same time I feel confined and trapped in my bed.


The last memory I retained was the bright flash of a knife, They say, with some success, I can live a normal life but, I'm a monster fueled by rage
My last clear memory is of the surgery that aimed to cure my rage-filled tendencies, and although the doctors say it was successful, I still feel like a monster fueled by anger.


I'm a monster fueled by rage, I'm a monster fueled by rage, I'm a monster fueled by rage, Systematically created, And now I'm Heavily Sedated.
Overall, I feel like a monster fueled by anger that was created by the systematic circumstances of my life, and now I am heavily sedated in an attempt to control that part of myself.




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