Even So
Rachael Yamagata Lyrics


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You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
I know this is how it will play
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you

Even so

I was not looking to do you wrong
Was not looking for a change of scenery
Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
But I'm hoping that you'll forgive me
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you

Do you remember how we used to run in the summertime?
Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime?

Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end

But I'll always think of all the things
You did to let me know that you love me




But you're leaving
Even so

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Rachael Yamagata's song "Even So" tell a story of someone who is confessing to something that may hurt the person they love. The singer understands that the truth may hurt their loved one deeply and that the revelation will change the way they see her. She realizes that this confession will cause her to be questioned about her true character, and as a result, she tries to express her love in every way possible. However, even after her attempts to show her love, she still knows that her loved one will leave her "even so."


The song is an expression of regret, love, and loss. The singer accepts the consequences of her actions, and the lyrics show how deeply she loves the person she is confessing to. Even though the person is leaving, she knows that she will always cherish the memories they share. The lyrics are powerful and evoke strong emotions in the listener, emphasizing the storytelling abilities of Yamagata.


Line by Line Meaning

You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
I know that once I reveal everything, you might not like me anymore


You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You may start to doubt if you ever really understood me


You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
You'll begin to re-evaluate every moment we shared together


I know this is how it will play
I'm aware that this is how things will unfold


And I try, oh I try to think of all the things That I could do to let you know that I love you
I'm doing my best to come up with ways to show you how much I care


Even so
Despite everything, regardless.


I was not looking to do you wrong
I did not intend to hurt you


Was not looking for a change of scenery
I wasn't seeking something new or different


Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
I'm not even sure myself how it happened


But I'm hoping that you'll forgive me
I'm praying that you'll be understanding and let things go


Do you remember how we used to run in the summertime? Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime?
Do you recall the good times we shared in the past?


Oh I try, I try so very hard And I cry, I cry so very much
I'm putting in so much effort, but it's still causing me a lot of pain


For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again I love you like a brother and a friend I love you with my whole heart until it bends I love you like a lover until the very end
I care about you deeply on multiple levels and will always be here for you


But I'll always think of all the things You did to let me know that you love me But you're leaving
I'll always remember the ways you showed me you cared, but unfortunately, you're choosing to go




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: RACHAEL AMANDA YAMAGATA

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