Chaos
Rachel Lyon Lyrics
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And slicing up the lamplight
My mind ran off and it doesn't want to
Come back inside
Off to the side, watching and waiting
Rotting and alienating myself
I don't know the question
And I don't really care for the answer anyway
Freeze time
And if you can't get it right it's fine
Just close your eyes
Squeeze tight
You'll find it in your mind
Keep trying to wash it away
I wish you'd just tell me what to do
And you make me feel safe
But you make me feel terrified too
White walls echo as the warning lights
Flash red and scream
You don't really want me here
So I'll just leave
White walls echo as the warning lights
Flash red and scream
You don't really want me here
So I'll just leave
But when the chaos bites
Freeze time
And if you can't get it right it's fine
Just close your eyes
Squeeze tight
You'll find it in your mind
When the chaos bites
When the chaos bites
When the chaos bites
When the chaos bites
When the chaos bites
When the chaos bites
In the first verse, the lyrics describe a state of internal turmoil and confusion. The singer's thoughts are described as "spitting out blades" and "slicing up the lamplight," suggesting a sense of sharpness and intensity. The mind has wandered away, refusing to come back, leaving the singer feeling detached and isolated. There is a sense of self-destructive behavior as the singer describes themselves as "rotting and alienating myself." It suggests a struggle with understanding one's own thoughts and emotions, not knowing what questions to ask or even caring about the answers.
The chorus reflects a desire to escape or find solace from this chaos. It suggests that when overwhelmed by the chaos, one should try to freeze time and find comfort in the mind, even if things don't go right. Closing one's eyes and squeezing tight represents a form of escape or seeking inner peace. The lyrics convey a longing for guidance and direction, hoping someone could tell them what to do. While this person makes the singer feel safe, they also evoke feelings of terror, which adds to the complexity and confusion.
The second verse introduces the setting of white walls echoing warning lights flashing red and screaming. This imagery creates a sense of unease and alarm, highlighting that the singer feels unwelcome in their current situation. The repetition of the line "You don't really want me here, so I'll just leave" suggests that the singer feels unwanted and rejected, prompting them to contemplate leaving.
The repeated chorus emphasizes the notion that when chaos strikes, freezing time and finding inner peace becomes crucial. The chaos biting is a metaphor for the overwhelming and unsettling nature of one's thoughts and emotions. It underlines the need to seek refuge within one's mind, even if external circumstances are challenging or uncertain.
Overall, "Chaos" by Rachel Lyon explores themes of internal turmoil, longing for guidance, and the struggle to find solace amidst chaos. The lyrics convey a deep emotional struggle, where the mind battles with itself and the external world, leaving the singer feeling both scared and seeking comfort. There is a sense of isolation and a desire to escape, while also grappling with the need for self-discovery and inner peace.
Line by Line Meaning
My thoughts are spitting out blades
My mind is overwhelmed and producing sharp and harmful thoughts
And slicing up the lamplight
These thoughts are distorting my perception and causing me to see everything in a negative light
My mind ran off and it doesn't want to
My thoughts have wandered away and refuse to return
Come back inside
They are avoiding confronting reality and staying in a state of chaos
Off to the side, watching and waiting
I am detached from my surroundings, observing and anticipating what will happen next
Rotting and alienating myself
I am decaying emotionally and isolating myself from others
I don't know the question
I am uncertain and confused about the problem or situation at hand
And I don't really care for the answer anyway
I have little interest in finding a solution or understanding the outcome
When the chaos bites
In moments of turmoil and disorder
Freeze time
Pause the progression of events and create a sense of stillness
And if you can't get it right it's fine
Even if you cannot achieve a desired outcome, it is acceptable
Just close your eyes
Block out external distractions and focus inward
Squeeze tight
Hold on tightly to your thoughts and emotions
You'll find it in your mind
The solution or peace of mind can be found within your own thoughts and reflections
Keep trying to wash it away
Continuously attempting to cleanse or rid oneself of the chaos
I wish you'd just tell me what to do
Desiring guidance and direction from someone else
And you make me feel safe
You provide a sense of security and comfort
But you make me feel terrified too
However, your presence also instills fear and anxiety in me
White walls echo as the warning lights
The surroundings reflect and amplify the urgency and danger
Flash red and scream
Display signs of urgency and sounding alarms
You don't really want me here
You do not truly desire my presence or involvement
So I'll just leave
I will choose to remove myself from the situation
When the chaos bites
During times of turmoil and disorder
When the chaos bites
When the confusion and turmoil intensify
When the chaos bites
When the disarray and uncertainty become unbearable
When the chaos bites
In moments of turmoil and disorder
When the chaos bites
During times of turmoil and disorder
When the chaos bites
When the confusion and turmoil intensify
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Written by: Rachel Lyon
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