I Lied
Raphaella Lyrics

On paper you're better you should be my type
You look perfect for me on paper but it does not guarantee that we have chemistry and click.

You're the kind of lover my parents would like
You look so suitable for me that my parents will approve of you.

And you bring me flowers and kiss me goodnight
You do all the right things as a partner but I still feel empty inside.

We stay up for hours but I'm dead inside
We spend a long time together but I do not feel a spark or attraction in this relationship.

I've got decisions feeling calling
I have conflicting thoughts and feelings about my current relationship.

On my skin and I can't ever pull it off
I am unable to shake off these feelings of doubt and confusion.

When we're kissing I still thinking
Even when we are affectionate, my mind wanders to thoughts of another person.

Bout the way his lips were always soft
I cannot stop thinking about the past person I was with and how tender and loving they were.

I wish that I could give you what he's stolen
I regret not being able to share the love and happiness that I had with my past lover.

I wish that I could fix what it's broken
I wish I could repair this relationship and make it work.

I told you I was fine in that moment
I lied to you and pretended everything was okay at the time.

I promise I'll try, promise I'll try
I pledge to make an effort to make this relationship work despite my doubts.

I'm sorry I lied
I apologize for deceiving you and not being honest about my feelings.

Now I wasn't looking, you felt in my lap
Romance with you happened unexpectedly without me ever planning for it.

My head was still spinning, my ears were still ringing
I was overwhelmed and caught by surprise when I fell for you.

I honestly wanted to fall for you back
I had the desire to be with you and make this relationship work, however my past might still be a barrier.

You are so good for me but I want the bad
You are kind, loving and all that I could ask for in a partner but I still have a desire for the person who may be wrong for me.

I got the sinking feeling growing
My doubts and unease about our relationship are growing and getting stronger.

In my stomach you won't ever be enough
Deep down I feel like you will never satisfy me emotionally like my past lover.

No, and when we're kissing I'm still
Even with physical affection between us, I still yearn for someone else and their tenderness.

I'm sorry ohhh
I deeply regret my actions and betrayals.

I'm sorry I lied
I apologize for not being truthful to you.