N.D. NYL
Razed in Black Lyrics


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I made up those lies
I could not deny
I made Mary cry
She wanted to die

You said you don't care
You said life was fair
You said you don't blame
You said I should say

I said not to cry
I said not to lie
I said not to show
I said not to go

I wanted to go
You wouldn't say no
You left when I fell (in love)
I hate being in hell!

You said you'll be mine
You said I'll be fine




You said you would please
I'm down on my knees!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Razed in Black's song N.D. NYL narrate the story of a person who has made up lies and caused harm to someone named Mary. The singer admits to making Mary cry and blames themself for her pain. The succeeding lines present a conversation between the singer and another person who seems to be offering them consoling words. The other person says that they don't care, but the singer tells them not to cry, lie, show, or go. Throughout the song, the singer is torn between wanting to leave their current situation and being stuck in it. They express hatred for their current state, describing it as "hell." The song ends with the other person saying they will be there for the singer and asking them to be patient.


Line by Line Meaning

I made up those lies
I fabricated untruths


I could not deny
I was unable to refute them


I made Mary cry
As a result, I caused Mary to weep


She wanted to die
That led her to consider ending her life


You said you don't care
You expressed a lack of concern


You said life was fair
You claimed life is impartial


You said you don't blame
You stated that you don't assign blame


You said I should say
You advised me to express myself


I said not to cry
I suggested that she avoid crying


I said not to lie
I instructed her to avoid falsehoods


I said not to show
I cautioned against revealing too much


I said not to go
I advised her not to depart


I wanted to go
However, I longed to leave


You wouldn't say no
But you would not deny permission


You left when I fell (in love)
When I fell in love, you abandoned me


I hate being in hell!
This feeling of suffering is intolerable


You said you'll be mine
You promised that you would be mine


You said I'll be fine
You reassured me that everything would be okay


You said you would please
You made a pledge to satisfy me


I'm down on my knees!
I am begging for your help




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