Drown
Redveil Lyrics

I got a few sensations
I have experienced various emotions

Life without you feel like euthanasia
Without you, life feels like a slow and painful death

Used to make excuses 'til I made conclusion
I used to come up with excuses until I came to a realization

It was human nature, really who could hate you?
It's just human nature for me to feel love towards you, who could possibly hate you?

I mean, honestly, you got a bond with me
Honestly, we share a strong connection

It's like you in my head, lobotomy
You occupy my thoughts entirely, as if I've had a lobotomy

You know it bother me when we don't gotta beef
It upsets me when we don't have any unresolved issues

We got expensive taste and you know talk is cheap
We both have high standards, and we know that words alone are not enough

So why you all on my mental?
Why are you constantly on my mind?

(All on my mental) finna play gentle
I'm about to be gentle and considerate towards you

Thinking 'bout the time after time we done been through
Reflecting on all the experiences and moments we have shared

How we got time? You know timing essential
How are we so fortunate to have the right timing? You know timing is crucial

Mean it this time, I'ma find time, tempo
I truly mean it this time, I will find the right time and pace

Cut off the hoes, you know I ain't into
I have distanced myself from other potential romantic interests because I am not interested in them

None of these games I ain't finna keep playing
I'm not going to continue playing these games

If you twinning my flame, ain't no
If you're matching my intensity and passion, there's no

Telling what the shit do, go
Predicting what will happen is uncertain, so just go with it

I told her read the room
I advised her to assess the situation

The worst is to assume
Assuming is the worst thing to do

You say you down for I
You claim to be supportive of me

But I ain't got the room
But I don't have the capacity for it

Unless you got the time then
Unless you have the time available

I ain't got to lose just look me in my eye
I have nothing to lose, just look into my eyes and be honest

I'm tryna find the truth
I'm striving to discover the truth

Yeah, I ain't got no time to waste
I don't have any time to waste

Ain't no time to waste
There's no time to waste

Birds outside my window put you on my mind today
The birds outside my window reminded me of you today

Let me find my way out this haze on me
Allow me to navigate through this confusion and uncertainty

They tryna smoke me out but it ain't even phasing me
They are attempting to bother me, but it doesn't affect me

Nigga, I'm free
I am liberated and unrestricted

Want my time? Better give me that fee
If you want my time, you have to pay the price

I done earned this bloom, that shit not free
I have worked hard for my growth, it didn't come without effort

You ain't never bled, boy, you ain't my bleed, yeah
You have never experienced the same pain and struggles as me, boy, you're not in my level

Chasing dreams I can't see, yeah
I am pursuing dreams that are not yet visible

Everything changing for the gang we on everybody feed, yeah
Everything is evolving for our group, everyone is benefiting

Never stop 'til the gang eat, yeah
We won't stop until everyone in the group achieves success

If you need that fix, then you can call me
If you need a pick-me-up, you can reach out to me

(Yeah) they gon' chase you but we know that's all me (yeah)
They may pursue you, but we both know it's me you belong to

Running to that sack, I hear 12 on me
I'm rushing towards success, but I can sense trouble approaching

I'm still running, running
I am still pursuing my goals relentlessly

And they never caught me (me, yeah, yeah)
And they have never been able to capture me

When life's crashing down
In times of hardship

Tell me, will you still be around
Will you still be there for me?

('Round) or will you let me drown?
Or will you abandon me and let me suffer?

'Cause everything in life is never easy
Because life is full of challenges and hardships

I know the music and your love will never leave me, ay
I know that both the music and your love will always be there for me

My life is a puzzle, it ain't easy
My life is complex and difficult

But you were the missing piece
But you were the element that completed and fulfilled me

Yeah, you completed me, oh
Yes, you made me whole and satisfied me

Yeah, yeah, I'm completed
Yes, I am now whole and fulfilled

I'm scrolling through that old screen
I am browsing through old conversations or memories

But I'm crushed just off what I'm reading
But I feel emotionally crushed just by reading those messages

I kept it pushing
I continued moving forward

Life goes on 'cause I'm undefeated
Life continues because I am resilient and unbeatable

Feet planted on cement while I'm bleeding
I remain grounded and unwavering even when I am in pain

I put that shit in these poems
I express those emotions and experiences through my poems

And let you read it (oh, oh)
And allow you to interpret and understand them

Mutualistic nonfiction
Interdependent storytelling based on real-life experiences

You consume while I'm eating
You consume and appreciate my work while I continue to create

I spill my conscious
I pour out my thoughts and feelings

Never thought I was feeding
I never realized that I was providing nourishment

I run the planet 'fore I ever seen it, yeah
I create my own world and influence it even before physically experiencing it

I said I can kill my guard
I can let down my defenses

I don't need no fine line with you
I don't need any boundaries or limitations when it comes to you

That's some shit you never
That's something you will never

Find in a lifetime, nigga
Encounter in a lifetime, my friend

I can kill my guard
I can let down my defenses

I don't need no fine line with you yeah, uh
I don't need any boundaries or limitations when it comes to you