Bones
Refs Lyrics

I keep driving
I am constantly on the move and I do not know why I am doing it.

I wish I knew why but I don't
I have no idea why I am always on the go and I long to have a purpose.

I don't have a home
I do not have a place where I belong or feel a sense of comfort.

I just have my bones
All I have is myself and I am stripped down to the core of who I am.

I wish I learned how to love like you
I desire to be able to love like someone I admire and emulate.

Let my guard down and place trust in you
I want to be vulnerable and allow myself to trust someone else.

Plant my roots in the garden you grow
I want to be a part of someone else's life and have a place that I can call home.

I wish I had the same history
I wish I came from a place of stability and security like others I see.

Seems like it comes to you so naturally
It seems effortless for some people to have a sense of belonging and comfort.

I don't know how to not be alone
I struggle with feeling isolated and disconnected from others.

I look at you then look down the road
I am torn between staying with someone I care about and continuing on my journey.

Happy to be here but I gotta go
I enjoy spending time with this person, but I cannot stay in one place for too long.

No use in trying to calm my restless soul
There is no point in trying to settle down when I crave adventure and new experiences.

In another life I'd be so happy
If I had a different set of circumstances and experiences, I could see myself thriving and finding joy.

To give you the time you want from me
I wish I could offer someone else the love and attention they deserve, but my restless nature makes it difficult.

But I can't lie to myself anymore
I am no longer able to deceive myself into thinking that I can be content in one place or with one person.

No looking back
I am determined to keep moving forward in my journey, without regrets or hesitation.