This Pain Will Do Me Good
Renegade Five Lyrics

To many days alone
Spending too much time alone has caused me pain and made me vulnerable

And now I've learned how to live in a lie
I have resorted to living a lie as an escape from my pain and loneliness

You did your best to push me down and make me weaker
You tried to break me and make me feel powerless

But what's behind all those pretty words
I know that there is more to your sweet talk and I won't be fooled again

And you stood with tears in your eyes
I see your sadness but I won't let it stop me from standing up for myself

I cant'belive a stone can be much colder
You have shown me how cold and heartless you can be

Standing on my knees
I am in a vulnerable position

You just hold me to the ground
You are trying to keep me down

But I know all this time will proof me right
I am confident that I will come out on top in the end

I'll take the fight all trough the dark
I am willing to fight through the tough times

In the end I'll be allright
I believe that ultimately, I will be okay

Cause I feel this pain will do me good
I believe that the pain I am experiencing now will make me stronger in the long run

My friends told me to move on
My friends are advising me to let go of the past

Take a trip with my head up high
To move forward with confidence and positivity

But I'd listened to the voice inside my head
I trust my own instincts over the advice of others

I thaught I was unbreakable
I used to believe that nothing could harm me

And that nothing could stand in my way
I thought I was invincible and could overcome any obstacle

But I've learned my lesson well, I have to face it..
I have come to realize that I am not invincible and must face my challenges head on

I'm burried underneith
I feel overpowered and trapped

I have to rise again
I need to find the strength to get back up and keep fighting

Make it one more time
I am determined to overcome my struggles one more time

My heart just have to find a way
I must find a way to heal and move on from the pain I am feeling

Your love is knife, that cuts me trough the skin
Your love is hurting me deeply and causing me pain

And when you came back to ease the pain
You tried to comfort me after causing me so much pain

You left without a trace
You left me again without any explanation or closure

Here I am, this night will seek the truth
I am still searching for answers and closure