I Hate This Part
Rey & Kaye Lyrics

Can't keep me down
I am resilient and cannot be defeated

Reborn on a Monday, i can't even rest on Sunday
Every day is a fresh start, even Sundays are not restful for me

How they feel when I peel out, I fear I hear gunplay, How they feel tho
People react with fear and concern when I leave in a hurry, but I wonder how they truly feel

Who give six damns I'm goin' one way, up, we floatin' on luck
I don't care about others' opinions, I am only focused on moving forward and relying on good fortune

Trade the high for some bucks swear an eight never looked so small
I am willing to sacrifice temporary pleasure for financial gain, even a significant amount seems insignificant

Just sat dat bitch down a second it's all gone
I just took a momentary break, but everything I had achieved disappeared

Need to stay sedated see the life of a full grown cause the world round me on some fuck is-s yall on
I feel the need to numb myself to cope with the challenges of adulthood because the world seems chaotic and confusing

Convo like a nigga livin' in a bubble, day to day itchin' I'm tryna climb out rubble
My conversations make me feel isolated, as if I am trapped in my own world of struggles and constantly yearning for a way out

Clean chin a nigga never never grew out stubble, but the bitches still chose like a nigga just got discovered
I never grew a beard, yet women are still attracted to me as if I am a new and exciting discovery

But I, die everyday like why the fuck I'm tryna recover, got sum I live for and just know I love it
Every day feels like a struggle, and I question why I bother trying to overcome it, but I have something worth living for and I deeply cherish it

I see puppetry in all these niggas, I see fuckery in all these women, they sick and know nun of it I'm numb
I perceive manipulation in the actions of men, and deceitfulness in the actions of women, they are oblivious to their own toxicity, but I am unaffected by it

Anger burn like the sun, feel like The One done got trapped in the Time Chamber
My anger is intense, similar to the burning of the sun, and I feel as though I am the chosen one who is stuck in a place where time moves differently

So I scream hear this train be a loud angle
In desperation, I shout so that everyone can hear the sound of my inner turmoil

Ride the flow like basket know this be a manger, and this be over they head
I navigate through life gracefully, like a basketball player on the court, and this level of understanding goes beyond the comprehension of others

Homie suggested dumbin' down and I'd rather be dead, soul headed that way anyway
A friend advised me to lower my intelligence, but I would rather die than compromise my intellectual depth, as my soul is already moving towards the afterlife

I gotta smile through the pain but I never smile, my eyes burnin' like my break light non the interstate fuck it
I put on a happy facade to hide my pain, but in reality, I never truly smile, and my eyes burn like the brake lights on a car speeding down the highway

What I got to learn if legendary ain't a subject to choose from, the early bird sippin' the dew from
There is no formal education on becoming legendary, so I embrace the role of an early bird drinking the fresh morning dew as a metaphor for seeking wisdom and knowledge

The skulls of the niggas that you on, mind at a fast past try to clump me with dugong, get chewed on
I surpass those who underestimate me and try to associate me with mediocrity, and they will suffer the consequences of their actions like being chewed on by a dugong

I get buried err muhfuckin day, only know one muhfuckin' thang,heh
I face obstacles and challenges every single day, but the only thing I am certain of is myself and my determination

I feel infinite
I have a sense of boundless possibility and potential

And if I'm ended 'fore I finish this verse
If I were to die before completing this verse

Let my niggas get the rest, 808s on the hearse
I ask that my friends take care of the remaining parts, symbolized by the sound of 808s, while honoring my memory

ReignCloud Reigndown and bring life to the Earth
I hope that my music and presence bring vitality and inspiration to the world

This zombie sprang from the dirt in need of brain for dessert
I emerged from the depths of despair, craving intellectual stimulation to satisfy my hunger

But got dust spat it out and he cursed, said he was cursed
However, I received disappointment and rejection instead, causing frustration and believing in a personal curse

But he be damned if that ain't advantage
Nevertheless, I refuse to be defeated, as this setback can ultimately serve as an advantage

Once I felt my wings I flew off the handle, these Icarus's never coulda held a candle
Once I discovered my true potential, I became reckless and impulsive, leaving those who doubted me far behind, like Icarus who couldn't compare

This water coulda' never ever sunk my sandles, they tradin' war stories feel like Alexander
Even the most difficult circumstances could never bring me down, while others engage in boastful tales of their battles, making them resemble Alexander the Great

I ain't one for the gander, they chase fame as goose, got 'em lookin' like caboose can't change the truth
I do not conform to society's expectations, while they tirelessly pursue fame like geese trying to catch up, only to end up looking foolish and unable to alter the truth

My brain dangle loose, a few missteps and future gone, like that nigga mixed the wrong Sprite
My mind feels unsettled, and a few mistakes can jeopardize my future, similar to someone mistakenly mixing the wrong drink

Them blue lights made sure we had a long night
The presence of police lights ensured that our encounter with authorities lasted a long time

They just mad cause I'm hittin' Mary on sight who to say it's wrong right
They are simply jealous because I engage in casual sexual encounters, potentially with a person named Mary, without considering the morality of the situation

Prolly the folk back home, I ain't been home like...since my last last life had a past life
Perhaps it is the people from my hometown who criticize me, but I haven't been back in a long time, as if my previous life is now a distant memory

Now my light to the side, and I be scared to lose ha, but fuck it I scatter my pride
Now I prioritize something else over my own well-being, and I fear losing it, but I set aside my ego and embrace vulnerability

I'm tattered inside, dark mind, tassels align, Zeus strike watch me crackle the pine
I am broken internally, with a troubled mind, but despite that, I gather my strength as if lightning bolts from Zeus align, and witness my power as it ignites the essence of beauty

I ain't got much stashed but I'ma stack it in time and stagger the clowns, if they It I'm not scared
Although I don't possess much wealth, I am determined to accumulate it over time and outshine those who underestimate me, if they dare to challenge me, I won't be afraid

I-I'ma have to add anotha' notch here, and even if I face the face of death I'll not fear
I will have to add another achievement to my list, and even if I confront death directly, I won't be afraid

Only thing that lies here
The only thing that exists here is my truth