PILLS
Riley Aaron Lyrics
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The money that I make
But I, stay grounded
I'll be around, so I
Won't let you down
And nothing stays the same
But the look on my face
The drugs that I take
I'll be around, so I
Won't let you down
And though I can't believe it
You tell me that I need it
Why'd you have to let me fall
Way to let me lose control
I don't wanna stay the same
Let the sun fall back on me
Would you still love me if I lost my mind
Would you stay with me and lose track of time
Cause I get impatient when I wait a while
They say what is lost one day will be found
Would you still love me if I lost my mind
Would you stay with me and lose track of time
Cause I get impatient when I wait a while
They say what is lost one day will be found
I know my days from the months that I hate
The moments that I've chased
So I, stay grounded
I'll be around, so I
Won't let you down
And nothing was the same
Ever since you walked away
With that look up on your face
But I, stay grounded
I'll be around, so I
Won't let you down
I've been high
For four days straight
No you can't call
No you can't stay
I know I won't
Stay this way
Just hold me down
And take me away
Would you still love me if I lost my mind
Would you stay with me and lose track of time
Cause I get impatient when I wait a while
They say what is lost one day will be found
Would you still love me if I lost my mind
Would you stay with me and lose track of time
Cause I get impatient when I wait a while
They say what is lost one day will be found
In the song "PILLS" by Riley Aaron, the lyrics touch on themes of self-awareness, stability, and the impact of love on one's mental state. The first verse acknowledges the role that medication plays in the singer's life, suggesting that they rely on pills to keep track of their days and maintain a sense of stability. Despite this, they emphasize their commitment to staying grounded and not letting others down.
The chorus poses a series of questions to a loved one, asking if they would still love the singer if they were to lose their mind. This reflects a fear of losing control and the desire for unconditional love. The singer also expresses impatience and a longing to escape the waiting and uncertainty they feel, hinting at a restless and perhaps anxious state of mind.
The second verse introduces additional factors influencing the singer's emotional state. They mention months they dislike and chasing moments, suggesting a desire for change or escape from negative experiences. The verse also refers to someone walking away, which has affected the singer deeply. Despite this, they reiterate their determination to stay grounded and reliable.
In the bridge, the singer admits to being under the influence of drugs for four consecutive days. This could be interpreted as a form of self-medication or a coping mechanism. The lyrics allude to a temporary state, indicating that they won't remain in this condition indefinitely.
The chorus is repeated, emphasizing the continued questioning of whether their loved one would still stand by them if they were to lose control. The lyrics also highlight the singer's impatience, suggesting a longing for companionship and a desire to escape the uncertainty they feel.
In summary, "PILLS" explores themes of relying on medication, longing for stability, the impact of love on mental well-being, and the desire to escape negative experiences. The song portrays a complex emotional landscape and offers a glimpse into the singer's struggles with their mental state.
Line by Line Meaning
I know my days from the pills I take
I can distinguish my days based on the medications I consume
The money that I make
The income I earn
But I, stay grounded
However, I remain balanced and stable
I'll be around, so I
Won't let you down
I'll be present and reliable, ensuring I don't disappoint you
And nothing stays the same
But the look on my face
The drugs that I take
While everything changes, my facial expression and the substances I consume remain constant
And though I can't believe it
You tell me that I need it
Even though I find it hard to comprehend, you insist that I require it
Why'd you have to let me fall
Way to let me lose control
Why did you permit me to stumble and lose my composure?
I don't wanna stay the same
Let the sun fall back on me
I desire change and to experience the rejuvenating warmth of the sun
Would you still love me if I lost my mind
Would you stay with me and lose track of time
If I were to lose my sanity, would you continue to love and accompany me, disregarding the passage of time?
Cause I get impatient when I wait a while
They say what is lost one day will be found
Because waiting frustrates me, but I'm reminded that lost things can eventually be recovered
I know my days from the months that I hate
The moments that I've chased
I can differentiate my days based on the months I dislike and the experiences I've actively pursued
And nothing was the same
Ever since you walked away
With that look upon your face
Nothing remained unchanged since you departed, carrying a particular expression
I've been high
For four days straight
I've been under the influence for an uninterrupted period of four days
No you can't call
No you can't stay
You are unable to contact me or remain with me
I know I won't
Stay this way
I am aware that I won't remain in this state
Just hold me down
And take me away
Simply anchor me and transport me to a different place
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Grant Snell, Riley McCartney
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