Vertigo
Rizza Lyrics

Detest me
The singer is expressing a desire for others to hate them, possibly due to feeling unworthy of love or acceptance.

Detest me
The repetition of this line emphasizes the singer's self-loathing and desire for rejection.

Detest me
The singer continues to ask for disdain from others, suggesting a lack of self-acceptance.

Detest me
The continual repetition of this line speaks to the artist's internal struggles with self-worth and self-doubt.

Detest me
The artist's repeated plea for hatred from others highlights their feelings of being a burden or unwanted presence in the world.

Detest me
The final repetition of this line drives home the singer's intense feelings of self-disgust and lack of self-regard.

Красота так сияет
The beauty around the singer shines brightly, possibly representing the allure of a destructive lifestyle or habit.

Этот дым опять меня так манит
The smoke from a vice of some kind is drawing the artist in, tempting them even though they know it is harmful.

Ты не дружишь со мной хоть мы и друзья
The artist is feeling isolated and disconnected from someone they consider a friend, highlighting their sense of loneliness and inability to connect with others.

Теперь вся любовь только для меня
Despite feeling alone, the artist is becoming increasingly self-absorbed, taking all love and attention for themselves.

Stop what you said?
This is a question, likely referring to someone telling the singer to stop their destructive behavior.

Я скоро умру раскопай мою graive
The artist is contemplating their own death and asking someone to dig their grave, potentially suicidal.

Что бы понять что меня нет там
The singer wants to see their grave to comprehend a world without them in it, further highlighting their feelings of self-disgust.

Я не могу умереть
The singer may have suicidal thoughts but is unable to follow through with it, possibly due to a desire to change or an inability to let go of life.

Я не знаю стоит ли сожалеть
The singer is uncertain if they should feel regretful about their choices, possibly struggling with the consequences of their actions.

От ее любви я мог бы сгореть
The artist is acknowledging that love from someone else could potentially be dangerous or overwhelming for them.

Еще есть немного времени я могу успеть
Despite the bleakness of the situation, the artist still has hope that they can make positive changes in themselves and their life.

Сказать ей
The singer wants to express something to someone, potentially confessing their feelings or actions.

Что я сделал что наделал
The singer is acknowledging their own past mistakes and wrongdoings.

Мои руки в крови я их предал
The artist has betrayed someone (or themselves) to the point of violence or harm, leading to feelings of guilt and remorse.

Я так устал терпеть эту боль
The artist is exhausted from enduring the pain and struggles of their life.

Оставь меня я побуду alone
The artist is asking to be left alone, highlighting feelings of isolation and a desire for solitude.

Я знаю ты меня ненавидишь
The singer acknowledges that someone they care about hates or dislikes them, leading to more self-doubt and conflict.

Хватит врать слышу как ты дышишь
The artist is calling out someone for lying, feeling betrayed or deceived by them.

Если сможешь сердце отыщешь
The singer is challenging someone to find their heart, possibly suggesting they lack empathy or compassion.

Знаю что? ей наплевать
The person the singer is referring to cares little for their feelings or thoughts, further exacerbating their feelings of loneliness and rejection.

Мои глаза сияют
The singer's eyes are shining brightly, potentially due to the appeal of a self-destructive lifestyle or habit.

Опять я таблы глотаю
The artist is consuming a substance of some kind, unable to break free from their addiction.

Сам от себя убегаю
The artist is running away from themselves and their problems, potentially avoiding accountability or self-reflection.

Я больше сам себя не понимаю
The singer has lost touch with their own identity and is struggling to make sense of their thoughts and actions.

Я совершаю ошибки ведь я человек
The singer is acknowledging their own flaws and imperfections as a human being.

Cколько лет?
This is a question, potentially referring to the length of the artist's struggles with addiction or self-destructive behavior.

Я до сих пор не могу понять что нужно ей
Despite potential efforts to change or improve, the artist is still unable to understand what someone they care about wants or needs from them.

И снова она заберет мою боль
The person the artist is referring to will take away their pain once again, but likely contributing to a cycle of dependency and self-destruction.

И снова она играет со мной
The person the singer is referring to continues to manipulate or toy with them, likely leading to feelings of resentment and hurt.

Мои демоны на плечах
The artist is burdened with their own personal demons, potentially referring to addictions, traumas, or mental health struggles.

Они душат меня
The singer's demons are suffocating them, potentially leading to feelings of hopelessness or despair.