have you ever
Rj Lyrics

Got a heavy heart
I am feeling weighed down by sadness.

I know in time I'll heal
I believe that with time, I will feel better emotionally.

But these wounds I can't seal away
Unfortunately, the emotional pain I'm feeling is too deep to ignore or forget.

I feel
I am experiencing intense emotions that are overwhelming me.

Too much
The emotions I'm experiencing are too intense and difficult for me to handle alone.

The love will last beyond time
I believe that the love I had for someone will never truly go away, even if our relationship has ended.

It's a shame that love was not enough for us to be together
Unfortunately, even though we loved each other, there were other factors that prevented us from being together.

The damage is done
The harm has already been done and cannot be undone.

I shot the gun in self-defence
I acted out of a need to protect myself from harm.

And she played the only hand that I couldn't fight against
The other person took actions that I was powerless to stop or fight back against.

Yes, she may have knocked me down
The other person may have hurt me emotionally or psychologically.

Lost me you
As a result, I lost the person I loved.

I know inside your heart
I believe that the person I loved still feels something for me.

That you know the truth
I believe that the person I loved knows the reality of what happened between us.

That I only ever loved you
I want the person I loved to know that my love for them was true and real.

And she didn't really want me to (No-oh)
I suspect that the other person did not truly want to be with me and may have had other motivations.

I didn't know that I would fall so hard
I did not expect to experience such intense emotions for another person.

I didn't know that she could be so cruel (No-oh)
I did not anticipate that the other person would act in a hurtful or unkind way.

Never thought it would be over
I did not expect our relationship to end.

Always thought things would be different, yeah
I had hopes that things would turn out differently for us.

Now I must confess
I need to admit something to you.

My greatest love became my greatest regret, yeah
The love I had for you ultimately caused me a lot of pain and sadness, which I now regret.

Looking at old pics
I am reflecting on our past together.

Feeling stressed
These memories are causing me emotional distress and anxiety.

I wonder what happened to our happiness, yeah
I am questioning how our relationship changed and why we are no longer happy together.

Thought in you I found some substance
I believed that you had meaningful qualities or characteristics that made me fall in love with you.

Now it's bye bye Ms. Hollowness
Now I see that the other person may not have lived up to my expectations or may not have been as authentic as I believed.

Now you and I can no longer co-exist, yeah
We can no longer be together due to the harm that has been done.

Sometimes I sit and wonder how things turned out like this, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
I am questioning how our relationship went wrong and how things ended up the way they did.

You must have told yourself a lie
I suspect that the other person may have deceived themselves about what happened between us.

'Cause there is no way in hell that you could not see
I believe that the other person must know the reality of what happened and their role in it.

I didn't think that I could fall so hard (No)
My love for the other person was deeper than I ever thought was possible.

I didn't know that love could be so cruel
I did not anticipate that the love I had for someone could cause me so much pain and heartache.