LALALA
Rochelle Diamante Lyrics

I woke up every morning Feeling like there was an emptiness inside Yeah inside
I woke up every morning feeling empty inside, searching for something to fill my soul.

I tried to find the pieces But you took them and you hid them Out of sight Out of sight
I struggled to put myself back together, but you took the pieces and hid them away from me.

Oh boy you felt so proud You had the biggest smile on your face When I was down I bet you loved to see me squirm
You took pleasure in my pain and my suffering, it made you feel superior to me.

Oh I was freakin our And everyday I'd hear you say Don't you even try Nobody cares anyway
I was overcome with anxiety, and you constantly belittled me and made me feel like no one cared about me.

You took my voice Put it up on the shelf You made me think I was somebody else I built you up Just to tear down myself I'm done with being underneath your thumb
You silenced my opinions, made me conform to your views, and I sacrificed my own well-being for your satisfaction. I am no longer willing to be controlled by you.

LaLaLa not Listening You thought you had a hold on me You loved it when I felt so weak But LaLaLa not Listening Watch me Do my Own thing Check me out
I refused to listen to you any longer. You may have thought you had power over me, but I am taking control of my own life and doing what I please.

I got you feelin dizzy Cause you never thought I'd stand My ground Stand my ground yeah Your last attempts at making me Feel lost have only make me found Made me found oh oh
You are feeling disoriented because you underestimated my ability to stand up for myself. Your last efforts to make me feel lost and helpless have only empowered me to discover my true self.

So get on our of town Not gonna lie I hope that door hits you On the way out The only person that I listen to is Me now I hate to break it to you baby But don't you even cry Nobody cares anyway
I am removing you from my life, and I hope things don't go well for you. From now on, I only listen to myself, and I refuse to be manipulated by you any longer.

I've been trying to dig myself out this hole I battle voices that tell me to let go But go ahead and scream with all of your might I'll still fight All these scars you've given me are just My warrior cry I'll keep marching even though you're Begging me not to try Every step I take I'm closer to that finish line I'm gonna survive
I have been struggling to overcome my past traumas caused by you, and while there are voices telling me to give up, I will keep fighting. My scars represent my strength, and I will keep moving forward despite your attempts to stop me.

LaLaLa not listening You thought you had a hold on me You loved it when I felt so weak But LaLaLaLa I'm not listening I'm not listening
Once again, I refuse to listen to you. You may have thought you had me under your control, but I am not listening to your toxic words anymore.

LaLaLa not Listening Watch me Do my Own thing Check me out
I am doing my own thing and carving out my own path in life. Watch me succeed and thrive without you.

LaLaLaLaLaLaLa I'm not listening, no LaLaLaLaLaLaLa Hush your mouth Hush your mouth
Once again, I am not listening to you, and you should keep your mouth shut. I am in control of my own life now.