Ghost
Rod Picott Lyrics


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Ghost
I lost a couple of high notes from the top of my voice
From moaning too hard but I guess that was my choice
I drink myself to sleep at night can't tell myself I don't
Crawling through the minefield of passing time and losing hope

Hard as nails thin as hope
I'm the punchline of my own joke
And I'm broken as a bone
Going up in smoke
I'm a ghost

No one can hear me even when I shout
The louder I yell well the more I'm filled with doubt
Hickory would break on my stupid pride
A crow bar would bend trying to get a look inside

Chorus

You would think I would give in just a little bit
Find some kind of redemption from my own sins

Now I'm alone and lonely can't say I've done my best
I could lie to myself but I know god damn well what comes next
If I had half a lick of sense I'd be counting stars
The ones that were shining right there in your eyes





Chorus

Overall Meaning

In Rod Picott's song "Ghost," the lyrics showcase a sense of despair and self-destructive behavior. The opening lines depict the singer's voice being strained and damaged due to emotional pain, which he admits he willingly brought upon himself. The act of drinking himself to sleep further reflects his need to numb the pain and escape from reality. The mention of crawling through a minefield of passing time and losing hope suggests a sense of vulnerability and the constant struggle to find meaning in life.


The chorus reveals the internal struggle the singer faces, feeling unheard and filled with doubt despite his efforts to make his voice heard. The reference to hickory breaking on his pride and a crowbar bending to see inside highlights his deep-rooted stubbornness and unwillingness to be vulnerable. He sees himself as a broken individual, slowly fading away like a ghost.


The second verse emphasizes the singer's pessimistic outlook. Despite the singer's awareness of his own flaws and sins, he finds it challenging to find redemption. He expresses a sense of loneliness and acknowledges that he hasn't given his best in life. He contemplates lying to himself but realizes deep down what the consequences will be. The mention of counting stars also suggests that the singer recognizes the beauty and love that once existed but failed to fully appreciate it.


Overall, "Ghost" delves into themes of self-destruction, loneliness, and the struggle to find redemption. It portrays a character who is haunted by their own choices and internal battles, highlighting the human tendency to sabotage oneself.


Line by Line Meaning

I lost a couple of high notes from the top of my voice
I have experienced loss and pain that has affected my ability to express myself


From moaning too hard but I guess that was my choice
I chose to dwell in my sorrow and self-pity, causing further harm


I drink myself to sleep at night can't tell myself I don't
I turn to alcohol to escape my loneliness, even though I know it's not the solution


Crawling through the minefield of passing time and losing hope
I struggle to navigate through life, constantly losing hope as time goes by


Hard as nails thin as hope
I appear tough on the outside, but my hope is fragile and easily broken


I'm the punchline of my own joke
I am the subject of my own self-deprecating humor and ridicule


And I'm broken as a bone
I am emotionally shattered and damaged


Going up in smoke
I am slowly fading away and losing myself


I'm a ghost
I feel invisible and disconnected from the world, like a ghost


No one can hear me even when I shout
I feel unheard and ignored, even when I try to make myself heard


The louder I yell well the more I'm filled with doubt
The more I try to assert myself, the more uncertain and doubtful I become


Hickory would break on my stupid pride
My foolish pride is so strong that even tough materials like hickory would break on it


A crow bar would bend trying to get a look inside
Even if someone tried to pry into my inner thoughts and feelings, they would struggle to understand me


You would think I would give in just a little bit
One might expect me to yield or show some vulnerability


Find some kind of redemption from my own sins
Seek forgiveness and a chance for redemption for the mistakes I have made


Now I'm alone and lonely can't say I've done my best
I am now left feeling isolated and empty, realizing that I have not given my all


I could lie to myself but I know god damn well what comes next
I could deceive myself, but deep down, I am fully aware of the consequences awaiting me


If I had half a lick of sense I'd be counting stars
If I were more wise and perceptive, I would appreciate the beauty and wonder of the world


The ones that were shining right there in your eyes
The moments of happiness and love that I experienced through your eyes




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Rod Picott

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