Disappear
Roe Lyrics


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I dreamt of love and happiness
But when I wake up
I'm alone
Shivering in the dark
I used to think I'd have it all
But when grew up
I felt so small
I'm wondering if this will ever change
But now instead of happiness
I don't feel anything
Just monotone vibes
And lonely nights
I think this'll be my life
I'm waiting
For the world to understand
Just who I am
I grew up such a happy kid
Is this just who I am?
I thought these feeling
Would disappear if I kept them hidden in me
Deep down
Deep down
I changed my life so I could see
If this was only affecting me
Or if it was just anybody else
But now instead I'm just a mess
I don't feel anything
Just monotone vibes
And lonely nights
I think this'll be my life
I'm waiting
For the world to understand
Just who I am
I grew up such a happy kid
Is this just who I am?
Or will I finally be normal once again
I wish I knew it all
So I could finally rest
Depression fucking suck




So much I can't explain
This feeling that I have

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Roe's song "Disappear" delve into themes of longing, loneliness, and the struggle with one's own identity. The singer initially dreams of love and happiness but wakes up to find themselves alone and feeling small. They question if things will ever change, as they now experience a lack of happiness and instead feel nothing but monotony and loneliness. The lyrics suggest that this might be their reality, and they express a sense of waiting for the world to understand and accept them for who they truly are.


The song highlights the internal conflict of the singer, who reflects on their upbringing as a happy kid and wonders if their current state of emptiness and confusion is just a permanent part of their identity. They have tried to keep their feelings hidden, but now they feel like a mess. The lyrics touch on the concept of depression, expressing the difficulty of explaining this complex feeling that they are going through.


Overall, "Disappear" captures the emotional journey of someone grappling with their own existence, questioning their identity, and hoping for understanding and acceptance from the world.


Line by Line Meaning

I dreamt of love and happiness
I had dreams of experiencing love and happiness


But when I wake up
However, upon waking up


I'm alone
I find myself without companionship


Shivering in the dark
Feeling cold and fearful in the darkness


I used to think I'd have it all
I once believed that I would achieve great success and fulfillment


But when grew up
But as I grew older


I felt so small
I started feeling insignificant and unimportant


I'm wondering if this will ever change
I question whether this situation will ever improve


But now instead of happiness
However, now instead of experiencing joy and contentment


I don't feel anything
I feel numb and emotionless


Just monotone vibes
Only sensing a monotonous atmosphere


And lonely nights
And enduring isolated evenings


I think this'll be my life
I believe that this will be my existence


I'm waiting
I am patiently anticipating


For the world to understand
For the world to grasp


Just who I am
My true identity


I grew up such a happy kid
During my childhood, I was genuinely joyful


Is this just who I am?
Is this my inherent nature?


I thought these feeling
I believed that these emotions


Would disappear if I kept them hidden in me
Would vanish if I concealed them within myself


Deep down
Internally


Deep down
At my core


I changed my life so I could see
I altered my life in order to gain clarity


If this was only affecting me
If this was solely impacting me


Or if it was just anybody else
Or if it was a common experience for others


But now instead I'm just a mess
However, now I am simply a disarray


I don't feel anything
I am devoid of any sensation


Just monotone vibes
Only encountering a monotonous atmosphere


And lonely nights
And enduring isolated evenings


I think this'll be my life
I believe that this will be my existence


I'm waiting
I am patiently anticipating


For the world to understand
For the world to comprehend


Just who I am
My true identity


I grew up such a happy kid
During my childhood, I was genuinely joyful


Is this just who I am?
Is this my inherent nature?


Or will I finally be normal once again
Or will I eventually return to a state of normalcy


I wish I knew it all
I desire to possess complete understanding


So I could finally rest
In order to finally find peace and respite


Depression fucking suck
Depression is extremely unpleasant


So much I can't explain
To a great extent that I struggle to articulate


This feeling that I have
This emotion that I am experiencing




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Written by: Logan Roe

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