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Roidz Lyrics

It's exhausting being happy
Being happy all the time requires a lot of effort and energy, making it tiring.

So I'd rather keep it down
I prefer to keep my happiness to myself and not show it too much.

And it's fucked up being lonely
Feeling lonely is a terrible state of being for someone, it can really mess you up.

But better than sharing my bed
I would rather be alone in my bed than with someone who does not understand me.

With someone who doesn't know me but just likes the way I dress
I don't want to be with someone who is only interested in my appearance and does not care about who I am as a person.

So I sit and dream of people I haven't met
I often fantasize about meeting new people who might understand me better.

And they haven't hurt me yet
These imagined people have not caused me any emotional pain or disappointment yet.

But soon because
However, I know that sooner or later, I will experience pain and disappointment in relationships.

And it's fine having new friends
Having new friends is good because they have not known me long enough to get tired of me.

Cuz they aren't sick of me yet
I fear losing old friends because they may have already grown tired of me.

I still talk to some old friends
I still maintain contact with some of my long-time friends.

But some I just forget
However, I tend to forget about some of them.

And okay I know it's stupid
I am aware that this may not be smart behavior.

But I haven't kissed someone all year
I have not had any romantic encounters in the past year, which is disappointing to me.

But there's no point getting hung on things you can't control
There is no use worrying about things that are beyond my control.

Its just the way it goes
Life can be unpredictable, and some things don't happen as we want them to.

And so it goes
This is just the way things are, and I must accept them.