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Role Model Lyrics

You don't know why I'm upset, neither do I
I am feeling upset and don't know the exact reason but I don't expect you to understand either.

I'm fine if you let me be alone when I cry
I prefer to be left alone when I am crying as it helps me cope better with my emotions.

I never really talk much, keep it inside
I am generally a reserved person and tend to keep my thoughts and feelings to myself.

To find someone who cares is getting harder to find
It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to find people who genuinely care about me and my well-being.

We should be dancing in the sun
We should be enjoying life to the fullest by indulging in activities that bring us joy and happiness.

It's hard when everything is numb
It's difficult to find happiness when everything around me feels dull and uninspiring.

I'd like to try and feel okay
I wish to experience a state of contentment and happiness in my life.

So if I call what would you say?
I am hoping to reach out to someone for help and support, and I wonder how they would respond to my call.

Hello, hello, hello, oh-oh
The repetition of 'hello' in this line signifies a form of greeting that is both longing and hesitant.

I like the way my bedsheets look on your body
I admire the way we share an intimate space and love the way you look when you are lying in bed.

Tripping off molly with your hand on my throat
This line refers to a state of euphoria induced by consuming MDMA, a recreational drug. The phrase 'hand on my throat' might connote a form of rough play or sexual intimacy.

I get sick of affection and then I get distant
Sometimes, I feel overwhelmed by being loved and crave my own space, leading me to feel emotionally distant from my partner.

Start getting lifted, then I'm fine on my own
I might indulge in something that gives me a temporary high or rush, and being alone during such moments is preferable to me.

If I dial your number, don't pick up the phone
Sometimes, I feel an intense urge to speak to someone but fear being rejected or unheard, so I don't make the call.

Even if you're alone, it feels like nobody's home
Sometimes, our mental and emotional state of being makes us feel isolated and lonely, even when we are surrounded by people we know and love.

But I'm only a lover
I might be someone who loves intensely but isn't capable of fulfilling certain expectations that come with being in a relationship.

Not really the type that your mama would like
I might not conform to societal norms and expectations and might be considered unconventional by some people.

Can barely handle myself
Even though I might appear confident at times, I am struggling to keep myself together and cope with my emotions.