Their musical style merged elements of the shoegaze scene with ethereal vocals in the style of Sarah McLachlan and the Cocteau Twins.
The band released their debut EP, "Dead and Gone to Heaven", in 1993, scoring a significant chart hit with "Awaiting Eternity". Their debut full-length album, "Shiver", was released in 1994 under the Nettwerk label. "Shiver" went on to win a Juno Award in 1995 for Best Alternative Album.
Thirsk subsequently contributed vocals to tracks on several of Delerium's albums from "Semantic Spaces" (1994) onwards.
In 1996, founding members Judd Cochrane and Steve van der Woerd had finished the followup to "Shiver", but left the band amidst a hailstorm of in-fighting and uncertainty with Nettwerk's intentions. Maranda and Thirsk regrouped with drummer Trevor Grant and bassist Howard Redekopp to complete one new song, which was added to the forthcoming album. The follow-up album "Happily Ever After" was released in 1996, but Thirsk and Maranda's partnership had dissolved prior to its release. The break-up announcement came after the album's release. The single "Voice in Jail" was moderately successful.
Torn
Rose Chronicles Lyrics
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A drum for heaven's choir
I'm closer to the swelter
The shovel brings
[Chorus]
The pound wants to escape with my life
I've opened the gate - to where they suffocate light
The pound wants to escape with my life
Oh release come soon
I've opened the gate now
It's colder than a funeral rain
Now I'm frozen in more carved shame
The bullets through my shelter
Hit the drum & my heart is the drum
[Chorus]
Choose, choose now, pound wants to escape with my life
Oh please come soon I've opened up the gate
The pound the pound the pound, my heart's a drum
The lyrics of Rose Chronicles’s song “Torn in 2” poetically convey a sense of intense emotional and physical suffering. The slow motion of the heart references the heaviness of the singer’s heart, perhaps weighed down by grief, fear, or trauma. The heart is likened to a drum for heaven’s choir, suggesting that this suffering is raw and exposed, reaching to the very heavens. The reference to swelter and shovel brings images of working hard in harsh conditions, contributing to the sense of struggle and heaviness in the song.
The chorus repeats the line “The pound wants to escape with my life” which could be interpreted in different ways. It could refer to the currency, possibly indicating financial struggles, or could refer to physical weight, suggesting a feeling of being weighed down by something. Either way, the concept of wanting to escape from something that is taking over one’s life is a common theme in many songs about struggle and hardship. The repeated plea for release and the opening of the gate could suggest a desire for freedom and release from this suffering.
The second verse conveys a mood of hopelessness and despair, with lines such as “It’s colder than a funeral rain” and “Now I’m frozen in more carved shame.” The reference to bullets and shelter could suggest violence or danger, adding a layer of fear to the mix. Despite the heavy feeling, the repetition of the line “The pound the pound, my heart’s a drum” reaffirms the idea that even as the singer struggles with immense pain, they are still alive and moving forward.
Line by Line Meaning
Slow motion of my heart
My heart is beating slowly, as if in a dream-like state
A drum for heaven's choir
My heart is the rhythm for the angels to sing along
I'm closer to the swelter
I'm getting closer to the intense heat and discomfort
The shovel brings
The shovel I'm holding is bringing something heavy or hard to handle
The pound wants to escape with my life
Something is weighing me down and threatening to take away my life
Oh release come soon
I am praying for the burden to be lifted soon
I've opened the gate - to where they suffocate light
I have opened up to a place that drains the positivity and joy out of me
It's colder than a funeral rain
The atmosphere around me is as cold and depressing as the rain in a funeral
Now I'm frozen in more carved shame
I feel trapped and ashamed, unable to move forward
The bullets through my shelter
Something is penetrating through my defense, causing me harm
Hit the drum & my heart is the drum
The harm done to me affects me deeply and resonates in my heart
Choose, choose now, pound wants to escape with my life
I have to make a choice quickly or I risk losing my life to the weight of my burdens
Oh please come soon I've opened up the gate
I need help urgently and I have opened myself up to it
The pound the pound the pound, my heart's a drum
The weight of my burdens is overwhelming, and it feels like my heart is beating to that same heavy rhythm
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Written by: JUDD COCHRANE, KRISTY THIRSK, RICHARD MARANDA, STEVEN VAN DER WOERD
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