Drown
Roses Are Dead Lyrics

Endless sea, calling me
The overwhelming feeling of being trapped and consumed by a situation or relationship.

Push me underneath, the surface
Forcing me to suffocate under the weight of your expectations and demands.

So I can't fucking breathe
Suppressing my individuality and suffocating my ability to thrive.

My purpose, is not to be your slave
I refuse to be controlled and diminished by your power and dominance.

You're worthless, I'm not your soul to save
You hold no value in my life, and I will not sacrifice myself for your sake.

Love, fear, hate
The cycle of emotions and manipulation that define our toxic relationship.

The song you sing is echoing like needles in my head
Your words and actions pierce and haunt my thoughts, causing immense pain.

You amplify my misery and make me long for death
You intensify my suffering, pushing me to the point of desiring an escape from life.

The words you speak that you can't keep, A demon to be fed
Your empty promises and deceitful words only contribute to the torment and feed my inner demons.

I have never felt so cold
The emotional distance and emptiness I feel in your presence is overwhelming.

I'm livin' on the edge of my life
I exist in a constant state of uncertainty and danger due to our turbulent relationship.

You beg me to leap into the turning tides
You manipulate me into taking risks and diving into unpredictable situations.

I know what you are, siren
I am aware of your manipulative and enticing nature, like that of a siren luring sailors to their destruction.

Drown, drown, never was enough
No matter how much I give, sacrifice, or endure, it never satisfies your insatiable desire for control.

No more light above
I am trapped in a suffocating darkness where there is no hope or brightness.

My lungs are filling up
The emotional weight and suffocation caused by our relationship are becoming unbearable.

Fighting every moment just to try and get away
Every second is a battle to escape the grasp and influence you have on me.

If I linger any longer then I'll never be the same
If I allow myself to stay in this destructive relationship any longer, I will lose all sense of self.

Giving into all this pressure as though I'm the one to blame
Submitting to the overwhelming pressure and guilt you inflict on me, despite knowing it is not my fault.

But the truth in all this bullshit is that you're still in my way
Despite recognizing the toxicity, the harsh reality is that you continue to obstruct my path to happiness and freedom.

Your siren song has left me broken
Your manipulative tactics and seductive allure have shattered me emotionally.

I can't find my breath
I feel suffocated and unable to find a sense of relief or respite.

Leave me alone you're my bad omen
Your presence and influence in my life only bring about negativity and misfortune.

You're pulling me under
You are dragging me down into a deep, suffocating abyss of despair and hopelessness.

Drown drown
The overwhelming feeling of being overwhelmed and consumed by the toxicity of our relationship.

I have given up
I have reached a point of surrender and resignation, no longer believing escape is possible.