If I
Ross Copperman Lyrics
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So suddenly, a beautiful surprise
My universe alight, and it all seemed right
But I was unwise, and fooled myself
Pretending you or I were somebody else
Cos I can't speak the language that you need
And it's killing me
If I cry for you, would you turn me away
If I die for you, would you beg me to stay
If I try to, read your mystery mind
One thought at a time
If I...
Would it be so hard, for you to let me in
Would it hurt too much, to shed your skin
Your rules, your games, but it's my heart at stake
Watch it as it breaks
If I cry for you, would you turn me away
If I die for you, would you beg me to stay
If I try to, read your mystery mind
One thought at a time
If I...
What can I do, what can I do
To reach out to you
Tell me what can I do, what can I do
Or is it no use...
If I cry for you, would you turn me away
If I die for you, would you beg me to stay
If I try to, read your mystery mind
One thought at a time
If I
If I.
Ross Copperman's song "If I" is a heart-wrenching ballad that speaks to the agony of wanting someone who is emotionally unavailable. In the song, the singer talks about how this person has come into their life like a ray of light, bringing joy and hope to their universe. However, the singer also recognizes that they were unwise in thinking that they or the person were somebody else. They cannot seem to connect with this person on an emotional level because they "can't speak the language that you need" and it's "killing me." The singer then poses several hypothetical questions, wondering whether the person would love or reject them if they cried for them, died for them, or tried to read their "mystery mind."
The chorus repeats these hypothetical scenarios, emphasizing the singer's desperation and lack of understanding. The bridge, with its repeated line "what can I do," adds to the sense of helplessness and futility that the singer feels. In the end, the song concludes on a note of uncertainty, leaving the listener with the impression that the singer's feelings may go unreturned.
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