Understand
Rucci Lyrics

You ever felt like you
Have you ever experienced the feeling of carrying a heavy burden on your shoulders?

You put so much on your shoulders
You struggle with the weight of responsibilities that you have taken upon yourself.

And you tell everybody you got it, but
You pretend to be strong and capable in front of others even though you feel overwhelmed within.

Like, in the back of your head
Deep down, you doubt yourself and your abilities.

You don't got it, but then like
You don't actually have everything under control.

You gotta keep this, like, this demeanor like you got it
You feel the need to maintain a facade of strength and capability despite feeling otherwise.

'Cause you don't wanna let nobody down
You fear disappointing others and feel a responsibility to meet their expectations.

And you don't never wanna do wrong by nobody
You strive to do right by others and avoid causing harm or disappointment.

And I ain't perfect, but no one on this earth is
I acknowledge that I am not perfect, but neither is anyone else in this world.

Held me down when that shit hit the surface
You were there for me when things got tough.

Gotta hold my ground, left that clown at the circus
I needed to stand up for myself and cut ties with someone who was bringing me down.

I know you deserve better, I'm workin'
I am aware that you deserve better than what I have been giving you, and I am actively trying to improve.

I'ma get in my bag, it's more than just Birkins
I am going to focus on improving myself and my situation, and it goes beyond just material possessions.

I'm quick to blow a bag if lady been hurtin'
I am willing to spend money to make things right for someone who has been hurt.

Said, I gotta put the time in, not rockin' with how we vibin'
I understand that I need to put in effort to improve our relationship, and I am not satisfied with how things currently are.

Treatments been silent, but yet it's okay
We haven't been communicating much, but that doesn't mean everything is bad.

Girl, I fucks with you the long way (sheesh)
I deeply care about you.

If I said it on a song, bae
If I said it in a song, it's true.

Then you know it's set in stone
You can trust that what I say is true and won't change.

So never leave me lone (yeah)
Please don't ever leave me alone.

Ain't nobody gotta know what we be on
Our relationship is our business and doesn't need to involve others.

You a superfreak off the Julio, so
You are amazing and unique in your own way.

How I appreciate you so much
I really value and respect you.

This from the bottom of my heart (sheesh)
I truly mean what I'm saying from the depths of my heart.

Like, you done did so much shit for me over the years
You have done a lot for me throughout the years.

I don't even know where to start
I don't even know where to begin in listing all that you have done for me.

First off, look, I'm sorry, to keep it real
Firstly, I want to sincerely apologize.

You know that ain't me and it broke me into pieces
You know that I am not usually like that and it really hurt me.

When you told me that you hate me
It really hurt me when you expressed that you hate me.

I was talkin' too brazy, I started cryin' and shakin'
I got too carried away in my words and it affected me emotionally.

Man, I know I fucked up, I gotta face it
I messed up and I need to take responsibility for it.

Never got against you and I put that on my life
I have never gone against you and I swear on my life that it is true.

You the left to my right, you would think you was my wife
You are my partner in everything and we are perfectly in sync.

Dope ass soul and your smile so bright
You have an amazing and bright personality and your smile is contagious.

Always back-to-back like I'm day and you night
We are always there for each other and complement each other perfectly.

I just wanna hold you tight
I want to be close to you and comfort you.

And let you know you that you my dog, Liv
I want to remind you that you are my friend and companion, Liv.

Wasn't my intentions to hurt you
I didn't mean to cause you pain or harm.

No, not at all, Liv
Absolutely not, Liv.

Okay, now
Alright, now.

I must make you understand
I need you to truly comprehend and believe me.

You get the diamonds, just say it
You deserve the best and I am willing to provide it for you.

You got the world, okay, you drivin' me
You have everything that anyone could want, and it amazes and inspires me.

So crazy, I got you, girl
That's how much I care and support you, girl.

I must make you understand
I really need you to believe and trust in me.

I must make you understand (make you understand, yeah)
I need to emphasize just how important this is to me and make you truly understand.