Disorder Waves
Rusowsky Lyrics

In the song "Disorder Waves" by Rusowsky, the lyrics are expressing confusion and a sense of ambiguity, as the singer is unsure of what actions to take due to the complications of their relationship. The line "I don't know what to do, is all for me" indicates that the singer is feeling overwhelmed and stuck in their current situation. Despite the complications, the singer still feels a strong attachment, as shown in "Close to me, your disaster," suggesting that even though their partner may bring chaos, they are still deeply connected to them. The line "you think about it, but you know I made it" could be interpreted as the singer reflecting on the past and the decisions they have made that have led them to this point.

The contrasting imagery of feeling "like summer but I feel like winter" highlights the internal conflict of the singer. On one hand, they may feel warmth and love, perhaps from their partner, but on the other hand, they may feel cold and distant. Towards the end of the song, the singer expresses a desire for their partner, with "and you know I want you." Despite the confusion and complications in their relationship, the singer seems to still have strong feelings towards their partner.