Neptune
Rusty Clanton Lyrics


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Pitch black, pale blue.
It was a stained glass variation of the truth and I felt empty handed.
You let me set sail with cheap wood
So I patched up every leak that I could til the blame grew too heavy

Stitch by stitch I tear apart, if brokenness is a form of art
I must be a poster child prodigy.
Thread by thread I come apart, if brokenness is a work of art
Surely this must be my masterpiece.

I'm only honest when it rains
If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth.
I want to tell you but I don't know how.
I'm only honest when it rains.
An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out.
I want to love you but I don't know how.
I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how
I want to love you but I don't know how
I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how
I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you.

Pitch black, pale blue.
These wild oceans shake what's left of me loose
just to hear me cry mercy.
A strong wind at my back
So I lift up the only sail that I have: this tired white flag

I'm only honest when it rains
If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth.
I want to tell you but I don't know how.
I'm only honest when it rains.
An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out.
I want to love you but I don't know how.
know how

I'm only honest when it rains
If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth.
I want to tell you but I don't know how.
I'm only honest when it rains.
An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out.
I want to love you but I don't know how.
I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how
I want to love you but I don't know how




I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how
I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you.

Overall Meaning

The song "Neptune" by Rusty Clanton is an emotional piece that explores a tragic and heart-wrenching relationship. The opening lines, "Pitch black, pale blue. It was a stained glass variation of the truth and I felt empty-handed." sets the tone for the song. These lines suggest that the relationship was full of deceptions and the singer is feeling betrayed and is lacking something important to them.


The lyrics also portray the singer as a person who has been hurt multiple times and is struggling to hold on to the relationship. They are aware that their brokenness is a work of art, but they cannot help the fact that they are falling apart. The lines "Thread by thread, I come apart, If brokenness is a work of art, Surely this must be my masterpiece," is suggestive of the singer's mental state and how they feel about themselves in the relationship.


The chorus of the song, "I'm only honest when it rains, If I time it right, the thunder breaks when I open my mouth. I want to tell you, but I don't know how," shows that the singer wants to express their true feelings, but something is holding them back. They are afraid of opening up and showing their vulnerability. The repetition of "I don't know how" at the end of the song emphasizes their confusion and lack of direction in the relationship.


Overall, "Neptune" is a poignant song that speaks to the heartache and emotional turbulence that come with love and relationship. It forces the listener to sympathize with the singer and understand the complexities of their relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

Pitch black, pale blue.
The environment is dark and the sky is muted in color.


It was a stained glass variation of the truth and I felt empty handed.
The situation was distorted and not entirely truthful, leaving the singer feeling unfulfilled.


You let me set sail with cheap wood So I patched up every leak that I could til the blame grew too heavy
The singer was given inadequate resources to pursue their goal, and despite their best efforts to repair the situation, eventually came to the realization that it was not entirely their fault.


Stitch by stitch I tear apart, if brokenness is a form of art I must be a poster child prodigy.
The artist feels that their struggles and emotional turmoil make them exceptional or gifted in some way.


Thread by thread I come apart, if brokenness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece.
The artist continues to view their emotional struggles as a form of artistic expression, perhaps even their greatest accomplishment.


I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth.
The singer only feels comfortable expressing their true feelings when they can hide them behind the sounds of rain and thunder.


I want to tell you but I don't know how. An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how.
The singer wants to connect with someone and express their emotions, but they feel like they are missing the words or the means to do so.


Pitch black, pale blue. These wild oceans shake what's left of me loose just to hear me cry mercy.
The turbulent sea serves as a metaphor for the artist's emotional state, which is so intense that it feels like it is physically shaking them apart.


A strong wind at my back So I lift up the only sail that I have: this tired white flag
Despite feeling broken and defeated, the artist continues to move forward with whatever resources they have left, even though they feel like they are admitting defeat by doing so.




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