Back To The Five
Ruth Lyrics


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Im telling you that I did my best
But it doesn't feel quite good enough,
Now I'm stuck here in the Midwest.
Try and remember all the things I love
And I'm thinking bout a girl back home
But I know I'm not our here alone
Yeah, I gave it all up for you
Just to do the things that you want me to do. I'm headed home.
Im just trying to find, my way back to the five, got a lot on my mind gonna figure it out.
God I really miss my family
But I left it all behind you see
Just to come out here and chase a dream
But out here they ain't no promises that's the only promise I confess,
Sometimes I catch my self listening for the sweet pacific melodies.




I'm just trying to find, my way back to the five, got a lot on my mind gonna figure it out.
I do it all for You I do it all for You I do it all for you.

Overall Meaning

In Ruth's song Back To The Five, she shares her honest emotions about leaving behind her family and hometown to chase her dreams. Even though she did her best, it didn't feel like it was enough as she finds herself stuck in the Midwest, longing for the things she loves. She thinks about the girl back home and how she had to give it all up to fulfill the desires of that person. She confesses that there are no promises in chasing dreams, and she misses the sweetness of the Pacific melodies that she left behind.


The overall theme of this song revolves around the idea of sacrifice and pursuing one's dreams even if it means leaving behind the familiar and the comfortable. Ruth's lyrics suggest that sometimes the cost is too high, and the path to success can be long and uncertain. It shows the courage that people require when they go out of their comfort zone to achieve their aspirations.


Line by Line Meaning

Im telling you that I did my best
I want you to know that I put all my effort into this


But it doesn't feel quite good enough,
Even though I gave it my all, I still feel like I fell short


Now I'm stuck here in the Midwest.
I'm currently in a place that feels like a dead end


Try and remember all the things I love
I'm trying to hold onto the things that matter to me


And I'm thinking bout a girl back home
My thoughts often drift to someone I love who's far away


But I know I'm not our here alone
Even though I feel isolated, I understand that I'm not the only one going through this


Yeah, I gave it all up for you
I made sacrifices for the sake of someone else


Just to do the things that you want me to do. I'm headed home.
I followed someone else's direction, but now I'm returning home to find my own path


Im just trying to find, my way back to the five, got a lot on my mind gonna figure it out.
I'm searching for my way back to my roots, but I have a lot of thoughts I need to sort through


God I really miss my family
I'm experiencing a deep sense of longing for my loved ones


But I left it all behind you see
Even though I miss my family, I had to leave them in pursuit of my dreams


Just to come out here and chase a dream
I made the choice to leave home in order to pursue something I'm passionate about


But out here they ain't no promises that's the only promise I confess,
I admit that even though there are no guarantees where I am, it's the only thing I'm sure of right now


Sometimes I catch my self listening for the sweet pacific melodies.
I often find myself reminiscing about the familiar sounds of my home


I do it all for You I do it all for You I do it all for you.
I remind myself that everything I do is for a specific person who means everything to me




Writer(s): Ruth Dustin Matthew

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@simeonismyname2982

This song is a part of the soundtrack of my life. It brings me back to the time I'd moved to San Diego on my own. The lyrics matched my situation, just out trying to figure things out with this life. I found Ruth around that time and really loved the song "Cross this Line" which also means a lot to me. Although not many people might know about you guys, I really wanted to say thanks for the music. I'll be listening until I leave this earth.

@SpookNutz47

2021 and I’m here. Dallas Tx is my home. Heard this song at least a decade ago, on a television station that played only alternative rock underground stuff.

Here I am with this song’s tune in my head almost daily. I was around 11 or 12 when I first heard it. It follows me on my daily routine. Thank you for such a beautiful and meaningful song.

@dedeiaok

I love this song! It just speaks so much to me and many times inspires me to keep going... "I'm just trying to find..." You guys are such a blessing! Love your music.

@spiderliliez

Please make more music... you guys have a great sound.

@whylime21

Loved the video! It was very picturesque. I love the song too. Can't wait to see you guys live again!

@nixonisnow

More songs from the album please!

@magpieeye3239

From an old school lady you guys really do have a great sound :)

@AlejandroLuna1793

keep the music coming! Y'all are good!

@GoldNava

Love this song!

@smeagolfreak1234

I love this band!!! sweetness!

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