The name “S-X” stands for Sam, which is his real name, and “whatever”. The X in his name can mean or be anything, just like a variable. This was explained by the artist on his Instagram live feed on the 2nd of June 2018.
The Truth
S-X Lyrics
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But I don't remember what it means
There are shapes in the clouds above the lake
But I can't see them anymore
Will we fall like paper off the wall
Then understand who we are
When I hesitate you can't relate
But it doesn't matter why
We were only two
You were never five
Here I'm still alive
How is that the truth
There's a tale, twisting, turning, where we learn how not to fail
But I don't know how it goes
There are days when I still hear the rain
But I don't remember
Say I'm not the one
We were only two
You were never five
Here I'm still alive
How is that the truth
Tell me we'll be one
And you'll be here, too
I'll be five by five
I know it's a lie
I'm sick of the truth
There's a name for the way it smells after the rain
How is that the truth
I'm sick of the truth, I'm sick of the…
In S-X's song "The Truth," the artist opens up about his struggles with love, heartbreak, and the pressure of success. The first verse touches on his constant pursuit of money, but he fears that his search for wealth will ultimately lead to his demise. He reflects on the demons he has battled and attempts to leave them behind for good. However, he is continually haunted by negative thoughts and voices inside of his head, which cause him to feel like he's always losing in life. He then addresses the fake people around him, who pretend to be doing more than they are while he struggles alone. The second verse sees the artist lamenting a failed relationship that left him feeling used and vulnerable. He explores the idea of love as something that is not always enough to conquer all challenges in life. He compares himself to a squib that is slowly unraveling and being exposed. S-X ends the song by acknowledging the ups and downs of his life, but ultimately feels like he is making progress and learning from his mistakes.
Overall, "The Truth" is a powerful reflection on the complexities of living a life full of pressure and heartache. S-X uses his lyrics to provide raw and honest insight into his struggles, which many listeners can relate to. By discussing the value of love, the dangers of wealth, and the difficulty of maintaining healthy relationships, the artist showcases a wide range of emotions and experiences that make the song stand out.
Line by Line Meaning
Crashed in the crater like a fucking basket
I hit rock bottom really hard like a lost cause.
The basket go swish, money turn elastic
I thought spending money would make me happy and rich, but it just stretches my problems.
Right into bands
I started to make a lot of money.
Started cashin, cash in like I'm taxin
I had a lot of money, as if I was earning it like taxes.
Just hope ion end up in a casket
I fear for my life because of what I do, and I hope I don't end up dead because of it.
Press my foot up on the gas
I try to move on quickly from my past mistakes.
A lil gas will leave my demons right up in the past
I try to ignore my problems, but they always come back to haunt me.
Fighting through the voices just to end up coming last
I struggle with my inner thoughts and emotions, only to feel like a failure in the end.
Fell in love, until love became a task
I was in a relationship that became more of a chore than something enjoyable.
And I had to ask
I questioned the motives of my partner and why they don't seem to truly care about me.
Why do niggas always gotta cap
I'm frustrated with people who constantly lie and pretend to be something they're not.
Cappin, call em captan
They're pretending to be someone they're not like a captain pretending to be in control.
Say I do the most, but they floppin and they flappin
People criticize me for doing too much, but they can't handle the same level of effort.
So, now I'm dry like I'm chapped and
I feel drained and exhausted from giving too much, like how skin feels dry and chapped.
Ion know if I'll ever love again
I'm unsure if I can find love again after being hurt in the past.
Or feel nothin
I'm emotionally numb and can't feel anything at the moment.
I'ma love drunken drunkie with no love to love me
I'm desperate for love and affection, but can't seem to find it.
Losing control I'm untucking
I feel like I'm losing control of my life and letting go of myself.
None of these niggas know love they just wanna fuck me
People only want to have sex with me instead of having a real connection and love.
Thought it was destiny but maybe I was unlucky
I thought my relationship was meant to be, but maybe I was just unlucky.
To meet someone who would take from me
My partner took advantage of me and my love for them.
A leech, faithfully
They were like a parasite to me, always taking and never giving back.
That's why lately I been keeping to myself
I'm trying to protect myself from further emotional damage by distancing myself from others.
But it feels like I'm under attack
I feel like everything and everyone is against me.
With no one to help
I feel like I'm alone in dealing with my problems.
Mentally I'm trapped inna shack, abandoned on a shelf
I feel mentally trapped and isolated, like how someone would be abandoned in a shack on a shelf.
So, I sat and asked myself what I'm finna do
I had to ask myself what I'm going to do next to improve my situation.
With the things that happened since I came unglued
Since I fell apart emotionally, I've experienced many challenges and issues.
And I'm the fool, who if I can't help me ima help you
I try to help others even if I can't help myself, which may not be the wisest decision.
Two of me he'd break if only he knew
If someone knew the true extent of my emotional struggles, it would break me even more.
Love ain't enough and it's cruel
Love alone is not enough to sustain a relationship, and it can be cruel when it ends.
My heart shattered but it's coo
Although my heart has been broken, I'm okay with it because I know I'll heal eventually.
I'm pickin up pieces, two by two
I'm slowly and carefully picking myself up and trying to put the broken pieces of my heart back together.
Learning things I never knew
Through my struggles, I'm learning valuable lessons about myself and life that I previously didn't know.
It's a cold world but it's warm inside
The world can be a harsh and cruel place, but I can find warmth and comfort within myself.
Making money the only thing on my mind
I've become obsessed with making money because it seems to be the only thing that brings me happiness.
Can't let a nigga close, I'm guarded this time
I'm hesitant to let anyone get close to me emotionally, and I'm protecting myself by being guarded.
Keep my eyes closed so you can't catch my eye
I'm avoiding eye contact with others to prevent them from seeing my pain or vulnerabilities.
He blinded me, never thought he'd lie to me
My partner deceived me and I was blinded by my love for them to see the truth.
Should've known it was crumbly
In hindsight, I should have seen the signs of our relationship falling apart.
A foundation built on nothing
Our relationship had no real substance or strong foundation to begin with.
Except a bitch in molding
The only thing holding our relationship together was a manipulative person.
I'm a squib, unfolding
I'm like a small, fragile creature trying to grow and find my place in the world.
And the only love I got is moldy
The only love I have left is old and spoiled, and is no longer valuable or useful to me.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Billy Pettinger, Matej Novak
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Gerry Melia
Most underrated rapper in the YouTube scene today! Another banger! 🔥
Don Keydik
It's not rap it's rnb
Hectic Panda
@Don Keydik It kinda is. S-X said himself that hes kinda a mix of RMB, Rap and Pop
Fahim
@Hectic Panda He's so talented and versatile. What can't he do?
Hectic Panda
@Fahim He can't wear trousers, that's for sure. 😆😆😆
Yaman Yaman2192
@Hectic Panda facts😂
Drew
One of the best tracks on the album so far, but then again I know all of these are gonna be bangers🔥🔥🔥
Drew
Kie Driftz I listened to the song and then I commented how good I thought it was. Simple
MyNameIsSonGoku
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Shaff
Your best tune no exaggeration. Your melodies, the beat, the hook🔥