R.I.P.
S.F.C Lyrics

I remember when we were kids
We look back on our childhood with nostalgia and fondness.

We shed all our hurt and tears (and tears)
We were vulnerable and emotional, but we supported one another through tough times.

No matter what the weather, what the weather
Our friendship persevered through all circumstances.

We were always together (always together)
Our bond was unbreakable and we were inseparable.

We grew up as time went on
As we matured, we faced new challenges and responsibilities.

We became separated (separated)
Despite trying to hold onto our friendship, life circumstances caused us to grow apart.

It was a sad day (it was a sad day)
The singer is expressing their grief and mourning.

When my homie went away ( when my homie went away)
The loss of their friend affected them deeply.

When Kevin went away (when Kevin went away)
The artist is mourning the loss of their friend Kevin specifically.

Kevin life ain't tha even tho we gots tah change
The artist acknowledges that life isn't fair and that they have had to adapt to difficult circumstances.

See momma don't understand how you died in tha game
The singer's mother doesn't understand how Kevin died in a violent situation.

And grandma get older, Little Kevin he's a soldier
The artist references Kevin's youth and bravery, but also acknowledges the toll his death has taken on their grandmother.

We done made it out da ghetto ain't no more run'n for tha rollers
The singer has managed to escape a dangerous neighborhood where they were once afraid of the police.

Tattooed your face on my arm so you legacy could live on
The singer got a tattoo to honor Kevin and keep his memory alive.

You said "P be strong" with out you we all alone
Kevin was supportive of his friends and encouraged them to be resilient.

I know its been a few years you your birthday we shed tears
The artist still feels emotional and mourns Kevin's death, especially on his birthday.

And I don't wanna question you God But why he took you and left us here?
The artist questions why God would take Kevin from them and leave them to suffer.

Look, just thinkin about you my nigga bring tears to my eyes
The singer gets emotional when they think about Kevin.

I mean I'm hard and all but even tha realish niggaz cry
Even the toughest people have emotions and can experience grief.

And when you left, part of me died too
The artist feels a deep connection to Kevin and his loss has deeply affected them.

And who ever knew Kevin like I knew Kevin shhh ya'll would cry too
The artist believes that if others knew Kevin as well as they did, they would also be deeply affected by his death.

Just think'n about you, if you were still here How much different remenisin on one of your pictures
The artist wonders what life would be like if Kevin were still alive and they could reminisce about old memories together.

Lookin at the family thinkin we always got one miss'n
The family feels the loss of Kevin and remembers him even in happy moments.

And I can still remember tha last words (and mine ain't even started)
The artist remembers the last conversation they had with Kevin and is struck by the finality of his death.

Look your never forgotton 'cause on your birthday I go and put flowers on your Grave
The singer honors Kevin's memory by visiting his grave and leaving flowers on his birthday.

I still remember when P and see broke tha news to me at school about your death
The singer remembers the moment they found out about Kevin's death and it still affects them deeply.

Told me "Silkk time would heal our wounds"
Silkk tried to offer comfort and perspective to the singer during a difficult time.

It's been oh five years and I ain't healed yet
The artist is still grappling with the pain and loss of Kevin's death, even years later.

Now I feel somthing I'm tryin tryin to be strong
The artist is trying to be resilient and strong despite their grief.

I know moms tryin to hold on Even tho your here and your gone
The singer's mother is also mourning Kevin's death and is struggling to come to terms with his absence.

I got so many questions, that's why I can't move on
The singer has unresolved feelings about Kevin's death and is struggling to move past it without more answers.

(It's somthing about you)
The artist is haunted by memories of Kevin and his untimely death.

Now as I could remember (remember) A couple of months before December (December)
The artist recalls a time period leading up to Kevin's death.

I still can't take tha pain We all are stuck in this ghetto rain
The artist is still suffering and feels trapped in difficult living conditions.

I learned my lesson, could your blessings Watch your enemys and watch your friends
Kevin's death taught the singer a valuable lesson about being aware of potential dangers and watching out for those closest to them.

And if it ain't your blood don't show that man no love 'Cause kindness make you weak and cause blindness in tha streets
The artist warns against showing too much kindness to those outside of one's immediate family or trusted circle, as it can lead to vulnerability and blindness to potential danger.

And the vultures commin to get you When none of you're real homies is wit ya
The singer believes that when someone is vulnerable or in trouble, people who are not true friends or allies may take advantage of them.

And its sad can't break the cycle And take a drink wit my uncle Michael
The singer feels trapped in an unfortunate cycle of violence and poverty, but wishes they could break free and enjoy simple pleasures like having a drink with family.

And my momma question my silence But I blame this sinceless violence
The singer's mother is concerned by their withdrawal, but the singer attributes it to ongoing violence and trauma.

Don't wanna wake up 'cause when imma asleep You still alive up in my dreams
The artist finds solace in dreaming of Kevin, as it allows them to feel close to him again.

A few seconds of happy thoughts to keep my mind at eaze And then Kevin its like you ghost my body freeze when ever I see him
The artist tries to focus on happy memories to distract from their grief, but seeing reminders of Kevin can still stop them in their tracks and bring back painful emotions.

If anybody got yours ways, you know it'd be him
The singer believes that Kevin had a unique and special presence, and if anyone could have helped them navigate difficult times, it would have been him.