Eyes Wide Shut
SHIKI XO Lyrics


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I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

I been so fucked up
I don't need no love
Ain't been thinking 'bout you much
I been off these fucking drugs
Baby baby, drive me crazy
I don't know what else to say about it
I know I promised I'll be fine
But I doubt it
And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard
Cuz I been so fucked up

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it




Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to SHIKI XO's song "Eyes Wide Shut" tells a story of a person who is struggling with addiction and its effects on their relationship. The first verse starts with the line "I been so fucked up," implying that the person is dealing with some serious issues that are affecting them physically and mentally. They go on to say that they don't have much to say about it, which could mean that they are unable to articulate their feelings or are trying to avoid the topic altogether. The line "Eyes wide shut" suggests that the person is aware of the problem but choosing not to confront it.


In the chorus, the person talks about talking to God, possibly seeking help or guidance, but feeling like their thoughts are being drowned out by the rain. The line "what I want, I won't talk about it" implies that they are keeping their true feelings and desires hidden or repressed. The second verse mentions the person's drug use and their struggles to do right by their partner while dealing with their addiction.


Overall, the lyrics of "Eyes Wide Shut" are a powerful representation of the challenges that come with addiction and the toll it can take on relationships. The song acknowledges the difficulty in facing these issues head-on and the importance of seeking help and support.


Line by Line Meaning

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
I'm in a bad place right now and don't have much to communicate about it.


Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Although I'm aware of the situation, I feel helpless and must resort to praying in silence.


Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't
I'm questioning your absence while attempting to find clarity through prayer, but the noise of the rain is making it hard to think. I won't express my desires because it seems pointless.


I don't need no love, Ain't been thinking 'bout you much, I been off these fucking drugs
I don't want to be emotionally attached to anyone and don't spend much time thinking about you due to being on drugs.


Baby baby, drive me crazy, I don't know what else to say about it
You have a powerful effect on me, but I don't know how to express it any better than that.


I know I promised I'll be fine, But I doubt it
I said I would be okay, but I feel uncertain and worried about it.


And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
I don't want to waste any more time while I slowly lose my sanity.


Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
I'm crushing pills and snorting them to get high.


And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard, Cuz I been so fucked up
I've been trying to be a good partner, but it's difficult because of my current state.




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Written by: Shiki XO

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Shiki XO

XO 🥀🖤

The New Wave

"It’s not selfish to water yourself first. You can’t pour from an empty cup."

Mashiro

Niceee❤

The 3 stooges lmao

fucking amazing song by shiki, i hope it keeps up the amazing work

ャrain

i love this sm

NemoJi Meister

Man this anime hits hard, I wish they had an ending 🥲 thanks for another high school feels as always Biteki !!!

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Love❤❤

2612superstar

Love it.. I'm here to stay so no rest to talk about it ll💙💞💙💞

Deepanshu Sharma

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Forgotten FlipFlops

Hi, just experienced the biggest headache of my life but still grabbed my phone to listen to this banger,
Puked too many times today and i am currently tired/weak so i shall now depart to rest and recharge myself

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