Slave
SIN-DICK-8 Lyrics

I like to take walks
I enjoy going for walks

With looks of no hope
With a hopeless appearance

Going through all the roads
Traveling through all the paths

Giving the energy
Providing the force

That i want D.I.E
The death I desire

Cuz after all the control shit
Because despite having control

I still crap and kill
I still feel worthless and destroy

Know all those hoes ain't for me
I know those women are not right for me

And im drowning in a sadness
And I'm overwhelmed by sadness

Of the size of a sea
Of an enormous magnitude

Its the drugs
It's the influence of drugs

Maybe its the money or the love
Perhaps it's the allure of money or love

I dont know maybe its my own
I'm not sure, maybe it's my own fault

I met a couple people that showed me the truth
I encountered a few individuals who revealed the reality to me

I have the final answer but im in the first
I possess the ultimate solution but I'm still at the beginning

I punch the wall i start to cry blood in my fist
I hit the wall and tears stream from my clenched fist

and all i can remember now its just tu ass
And all I can recall now is your betrayal

In tha fuckn table pool
In this messed up game

Yeah this is for a tí
Yeah, this is for you

Idk if it's desires or im a fool
I don't know if it's my desires or if I'm just a fool

I noticed that i dont wanna girls
I realized that I don't want girls

I wanna feel some love, some attention
I want to experience love, affection

Thats what i text a tí couple times a day
That's why I message you multiple times a day

Im a slave of the pain
I am bound by the agony

When kicks on my brain
When it strikes my brain

Its like this since my tens
It has been like this since my teenage years

And hurts but i know
And it hurts but I understand

I'll never be more happy than today
I will never be happier than I am today

A couple girls that gave next
A few girls that moved on

That broke my heart
Who shattered my heart

That break my chances to feel again
Who ruin my opportunity to feel again

I aint living in the pain
I am not living within the pain

Im independent
I am self-reliant

Thats what i used to say when i was a lame
That's what I used to say when I was pathetic

Now i know in life nobody works alone
Now I understand that no one succeeds all alone

A seed can't be a tree
A seed cannot become a tree

If never would be sun
Without sunshine

I hope this shit touch tu heart
I hope this song deeply resonates with your heart

As i never touched tu soul
Just like I never touched your soul

While im trynna design a escape plan
While I'm trying to create an exit strategy

Here the kids don't dream since they got ten
Here, the children stop dreaming by the age of ten

Black gains bad bad chooses
Negative actions lead to bad decisions

Look what i look its the way to do
Look at what I observe, it's the way to go

I've been seeing a line
I've been perceiving a path

I've been counting the time
I've been measuring the passage of time

I've been losing the connection w my mind
I've been disconnecting from my own thoughts

I've forget to laugh but no how to cry
I've stopped laughing but I still don't know how to cry

We been talking for a while
We have been conversing for some time

Im a slave of the pain
I am enslaved by the pain

When kicks on my brain
When it assaults my brain

Its like this since my tens
It has been like this since my teenage years

And hurts but i know
And it hurts but I understand

I'll never be more happy than today
I will never be happier than I am today