Fall
SVNTXMVLX Lyrics

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I don’t like to feel this pain I smoke away to feel relief
That numbing feeling that slowly creeps and sweeps you off your fuxking feet
I feel defeat I’ve reached my peak
But I’m the same the same ol me
I see the flames in front of me
My son is sad he’s mad at me
Can’t you see what I mean when I say I’m a fiend of this weed lsd dmt
I am a slump I can’t even speak

I’m shaking at night I feel the mystique
Stuck in my head in memories
I want her to stay I want her to feed
All of my thoughts I think I’m in need
I know how you are I know that you see
I am fucking lost instead of searching I’d rather smoke
I can’t move my body it’s numb and useless like before
All I see is people drowning happy and alone
I hear this voice singing softly in my head shes home
I will give her everything the day she takes control

My third eye still closed and I don’t know if I’ll see at all
I’m taking every drug to help me die and take that fall

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to SVNTXMVLX's song "Fall" bring to light the struggles of substance abuse and the overwhelming feeling of being stuck in a cycle. The artist opens up about how he turns to smoking to numb the pain he feels, the feeling of defeat, and how he's unable to speak because he's so lost in his addiction. He also mentions the impact that his substance abuse has on his son, who is sad and mad at him.

As the song progresses, the artist reveals that he's seen the flames in front of him and that he's constantly chasing after the high that substances give him. He talks about how he's constantly living in his head and stuck in memories, but he wants his lover to stay and feed all of the thoughts that he's desperately trying to escape from. He also mentions that he's lost and instead of searching for a better way of life, he'd rather smoke.

The lyrics of this song bring to light the struggles of those who are dealing with substance abuse and the overwhelming feeling of being stuck in a cycle. It shows how addiction can affect not only the individual but those close to them as well. The artist's vulnerability in opening up about his struggles is a testament to how addiction can affect anyone, no matter their background.

Line by Line Meaning

I don’t like to feel this pain I smoke away to feel relief
I use smoking to numb my pain and find some comfort

That numbing feeling that slowly creeps and sweeps you off your fuxking feet
The feeling I get from smoking is so strong that it almost feels like I'm floating

I feel defeat I’ve reached my peak
I feel like I've hit rock bottom and there's nowhere to go but up

But I’m the same the same ol me
Despite my struggles, I am still the same person I've always been

I see the flames in front of me
I am facing a difficult situation and it feels like I might get burned

My son is sad he’s mad at me
My son is upset with me because of the choices I've made

Can’t you see what I mean when I say I’m a fiend of this weed lsd dmt
Do you understand how addicted I am to these drugs?

I am a slump I can’t even speak
I am so down that I can't even find the words to express how I feel

I’m shaking at night I feel the mystique
I feel anxious and uncertain about the future

Stuck in my head in memories
I am stuck in the past, constantly reliving past experiences

I want her to stay I want her to feed
I want someone to take care of me and make me feel loved

All of my thoughts I think I’m in need
All of my thoughts revolve around my own needs and desires

I know how you are I know that you see
I know that other people can see through my façade and see the real me

I am fucking lost instead of searching I’d rather smoke
I am lost and directionless, but instead of trying to find my way, I prefer to escape through smoking

I can’t move my body it’s numb and useless like before
The drugs make me feel so numb that I can't even move or function normally

All I see is people drowning happy and alone
I feel like everyone around me is happy, but I'm sinking deeper and deeper into my own misery

I hear this voice singing softly in my head shes home
I have a voice in my head that comforts me and feels like a safe haven

I will give her everything the day she takes control
I am willing to give up everything and be controlled if it means I can find some peace

My third eye still closed and I don’t know if I’ll see at all
I am unsure if I will ever truly open up and see things clearly

I’m taking every drug to help me die and take that fall
I am taking drugs to try and escape my problems and perhaps even end my life

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Santo Malo, Xaiel Sanchez

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