Understand
Sa.Du Lyrics

I saw God when I looked in your eyes
I found something divine and magical in you, a sense of purity and transcendence.

But in her eyes I only saw myself
I realized that she reflected my own image and desires, rather than offering something unique.

I compared yours to the ocean out of beauty
I used the vastness and beauty of the ocean as a measure of your attractiveness.

Subconsciously it was out of fear
However, deep down, this comparison was driven by my fear and insecurity.

Because I was always afraid of the unknown
I harbored a constant fear of the unfamiliar and uncertain.

Eyes that reflected mine when my parents started to fight
Your eyes mirrored my own experience of witnessing my parents' conflicts.

The devil knows that she's fire and I'm dynamite
The devil recognizes her as a dangerous and destructive force, while I am an explosive and potentially harmful influence.

My charade showing I'd rather feel good than right
I pretended to prioritize pleasure and satisfaction over doing what is morally upright.

Leading me to give myself up on Friday nights
This facade led me to engage in behaviors that compromised my integrity on Friday nights.

Oh God what have I done
I express remorse and regret for my choices and actions.

I traded my innocence for a little fun
I exchanged my innocence and purity for temporary enjoyment and excitement.

Oh God what am I doing
I question my current path and actions, feeling lost and disconnected from a higher purpose.

Where is my soul, why do I run
I wonder about the whereabouts of my true essence and why I constantly evade facing my inner struggles.

Six six six is just a number
The commonly feared number 666 holds no real power or significance.

Sex sex sex is not a game
Engaging in sexual activities should not be trivialized or treated as a mere game.

We live in fear of everything
Our lives are dominated by constant fear and anxiety towards almost everything.

Everything except our own shame
Ironically, we seem to overlook or suppress our own feelings of shame and guilt.

To the women you're worth more
Women have immeasurable value and should be treated with utmost respect and appreciation.

And to the boys stop playing games
I urge young men to cease their deceptive behaviors and manipulative games in relationships.

Where's your honor towards future mothers
I question the lack of honor and reverence that should be shown towards women who will become mothers.

You're disrespecting your family's name
By disrespecting women, you are also disrespecting the legacy and reputation of your own family.

Poisoned by pleasure
We have become corrupted and harmed by our obsession with seeking pleasure.

Geared for instant gratification
Our entire focus is on immediately satisfying our desires and impulses.

Set up for failure
This mindset and lifestyle inevitably leads us towards disappointment and downfall.

Slaves to over-satiation
We are enslaved by our insatiable cravings, constantly seeking more and indulging excessively.