Jaded
SadEyeS Lyrics

I been trying hard, you've been laying low
I have been putting effort into our relationship while you have been less invested.

I've been moving mountains pushing through the snow
I have been working hard, facing difficult obstacles and challenges just to try and make things work between us.

I can't feel my fingers, I can't feel my toes
The relationship has been so emotionally draining for me that I am starting to feel numb to everything.

Love won't be my savior I should let it go
I have realized that love will not solve all of our problems and maybe it is time for me to move on from this relationship.

Shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
I find her eyes to be cynical and untrusting yet I still find her to be precious.

I might fall in love, I might break my heart again
There is a chance that I may fall in love with her and get hurt all over again.

Love it when she laughs, fuck, I love it when she breaths
I adore the sound of her laughter and just the fact that she is alive brings me joy.

I get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what I need
She is the perfect person for me and just hearing her voice overwhelms me with emotion.

And i don't wanna waste your time
I do not want to lead you on or waste your time.

I just wanna give you mine
I want to fully devote myself to you and make the most out of our time together.

I think it might be best for me to let you go
After much consideration, I have come to the conclusion that breaking up may be the best thing for both of us.

But if you ever love me you should let me know
If you truly care about me and our relationship, you should communicate your feelings to me.

I know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
I am aware that you have feelings for someone else and I am accepting of that fact.

Be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that
I am not skilled at handling sensitive emotions and it would be best for her to be cautious with her heart around me.

Does he hold you while you're sleeping?
I wonder if he is physically affectionate with you while you're asleep.

Heard he loves you? does he mean it?
I have heard that he loves her, but I question the authenticity of his feelings.

Does he care about your dreams and all your goals and how you'll meet him?
Does he take a genuine interest in her aspirations and ambitions for the future?

Does he call you out on evening?
Does he check in with her and make sure she is doing okay in the evenings?

Is he making sure you're eating?
Is he looking out for her wellbeing and making sure she is properly nourished?

Do you love him how he loves you? is he even fucking even?
Is her love for him reciprocated and is he even capable of loving her in the first place?

I won't wait around for him to break your heart
I am not willing to wait and watch her get hurt by someone she cares about.

I can't mend your soul I don't know where i'd start
I do not know how to heal her from emotional pain and I fear that I would only make things worse.

I don't wanna fight again I know it gets hard
I want to avoid conflict in the relationship because I know it can be difficult to deal with.