If Only
Saint Brown Lyrics
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Just did my songs and yeah that's all
But I let myself get caught up off some IG post
Media gangsters love to boast while they be doing the most
Running they mouth with backstabbing oh that's what's happening?
I'm ready to take action step
quick and start blasting
Ain't nobody laughing I get to taxin' for satisfaction
Repercussions and recourse got me feeling serious remorse
Should a used and alternate source instead of deadly force
Help me out somebody, help me see my ways
If only there were greener pastures and brighter days
If only this was just a phase with some foggy haze
I should have took a deep breath and just seen how it played
But damn this is crazy, it shouldn't of phase me
And just maybe I could stand a chance if God could save me
Now where's my lady? where's my lady? I need ya baby
I miss them bedroom games, family cookouts and crazy days
I corrected my ways but its 2 late cuz I'm here 2 stay
Now baby I'm really sorry and I'm asking for forgiveness
If only I could take it back I'd do it with the quickness
But instead I had a sickness, just ask the witness
If only I'd have minded business, I wouldn't be in this
Now hindsight is a mother when you staring at years
Now there's nothing but tears and hard times to fear
I'm really sorry mami, but I'm filled with so much anger
I'm staying mad all the time so now I'm dancing with danger
The voices in my head man they pressing for violence
I'm trying to shut em out cuz I don't want nothing but silence
It's hard to understand, but I'ma beg ya to try
This can't be the end I'm asking the question why
Dear lord if you can hear me then PLEASE don't leave me guessing
I'm standing in this courtroom and I KNOW u see me stressing IF ONLY
The moral of the story is rationalize your thought
It ain't the same chasing the fame when you get caught
Think twice before u act out cuz ain't no second chance
I'm staring at the sky knowing that this is my last dance
If only...
The lyrics of Saint Brown's song "If Only" express regret for past actions and the consequences of those actions. The song tells a story of a person who let themselves get caught up in the drama of social media, listening to criticisms and insults and reacting with violence. This leads to a criminal indictment and a deep sense of remorse. The singer wishes they had taken a different path, made better choices, and avoided the situation altogether. They are longing for a second chance, a chance to make things right and find redemption.
The song has a strong message about the dangers of social media and taking action based on the opinions of others. Saint Brown warns listeners to rationalize their thoughts and actions and to think twice before making a decision. The lyrics express a deep sense of regret and sorrow for the past, but also a sense of hope and a desire to change.
Line by Line Meaning
If only I'da kept calm and carried on and did no wrong
I regret not staying calm and avoiding making mistakes
Just did my songs and yeah that's all
I wish I had just focused on making music rather than getting caught up in drama
But I let myself get caught up off some IG post
I allowed an Instagram post to affect my emotions and actions
Media gangsters love to boast while they be doing the most
People in the media like to talk big while doing the most damage
Running they mouth with backstabbing oh that's what's happening?
They are talking behind my back and spreading rumors
I'm ready to take action step quick and start blasting
I'm ready to take action and retaliate quickly
Ain't nobody laughing I get to taxin' for satisfaction
I'm not joking around and will take revenge to feel better
Now I'm indicted for bashing, while they're clapping
I am being punished for my actions while they are enjoying it
Repercussions and recourse got me feeling serious remorse
The negative consequences of my actions make me feel heavily regretful
Should a used an alternate source instead of deadly force
I should have used a different approach that was not harmful or dangerous
Help me out somebody, help me see my ways
I need someone to assist me in realizing my mistakes and changing my behavior
If only there were greener pastures and brighter days
I wish for a better situation with more positivity and happiness
If only this was just a phase with some foggy haze
I wish this was only a temporary situation that could be easily forgotten
I should have took a deep breath and just seen how it played
I should have taken a moment to think before acting and seeing how it would turn out
But damn this is crazy, it shouldn't of phase me
I can't believe how insane this situation is and it shouldn't have affected me so much
And just maybe I could stand a chance if God could save me
I believe that with the help of God, I could have a better outcome in this situation
Now where's my lady? where's my lady? I need ya baby
I am missing my significant other and need their support and comfort
I miss them bedroom games, family cookouts and crazy days
I am reminiscing on past happy memories with loved ones
I corrected my ways but its 2 late cuz I'm here 2 stay
I have changed my behavior but it's too late as the consequences are already in motion
Now baby I'm really sorry and I'm asking for forgiveness
I am remorseful and sincerely asking for forgiveness
If only I could take it back I'd do it with the quickness
I wish I could undo my actions as soon as possible
But instead I had a sickness, just ask the witness
My poor behavior was due to a personal issue, as confirmed by those who witnessed it
If only I'd have minded business, I wouldn't be in this
I should have stayed out of drama and issues that did not concern me, and I wouldn't be in this current situation
Now hindsight is a mother when you staring at years
Looking back and realizing my mistakes is difficult when I am facing significant consequences
Now there's nothing but tears and hard times to fear
I am afraid of the difficult times ahead and I have nothing left but my sorrow
I'm really sorry mami, but I'm filled with so much anger
I am apologizing to someone important to me, but I am struggling with intense anger
I'm staying mad all the time so now I'm dancing with danger
My constant anger puts me in a risky and dangerous situation
The voices in my head man they pressing for violence
I am struggling with inner thoughts and urges that promote violent behavior
I'm trying to shut em out cuz I don't want nothing but silence
I am actively working to block these negative thoughts and achieve inner peace
It's hard to understand, but I'ma beg ya to try
My situation may be difficult for others to comprehend, but I am urging them to try and understand
This can't be the end I'm asking the question why
I am questioning why this current situation has to be my final outcome
Dear lord if you can hear me then PLEASE don't leave me guessing
I am reaching out to a higher power for guidance and help
I'm standing in this courtroom and I KNOW u see me stressing IF ONLY
I am experiencing extreme stress in a court of law and wish for a different outcome
The moral of the story is rationalize your thought
The lesson to be learned is to think things through logically
It ain't the same chasing the fame when you get caught
The pursuit of fame is not worth it when it results in negative consequences
Think twice before u act out cuz ain't no second chance
It's important to think before acting as there are no second chances for some mistakes
I'm staring at the sky knowing that this is my last dance
I am coming to terms with the fact that this may be my last opportunity for a positive outcome
If only...
A repeated phrase throughout the song, expressing regret and wishing for a different outcome
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Saint Brown
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Wes Simons
I feel bad for the youngest brother Osiris. He seemed like he was missing something when you looked in his eyes.
Takman Klan Killa 187
He does looks depressed
avoqado89
I still envy the fact that he was working on his body & mind from a young age. Dude went to Stanford, he can do anything.
Justin Garrett
Osiris is the middle brother
Wes Simons
@Justin Garrett my bad brother. Thank you
Nelson C
could be the fact that he is the only brother not in the nfl, could weigh on him
glowy leaks
all 3 of the brother were very highly recruited (meaning 4 star+) btw. Since they didn't talk about Osiris here is his story. Osiris was very highly recruited coming out of highschool. The near 5 star recruit held offers from places like USC, Oregon, Miami, Notre Dame, and Stanford. He ultimately committed to stanford after decommitting from multiple different D1 schools. Osiris showed promise to be a great player his freshman year, scoring his first career cfb touchdown and even being named the starting wideout by the end of the season and he did this all as a freshman. He had kind of a sophomore slump in 2019 but this didn't mean that people werent still seeing his talent he was still balling out on the field. On what he expected to be his breakout junior season. He had to watch from the sidelines as he had caught covid and covid was taking over cfb. Finally Osiris got a chance to play and on his first recption of the 2020 season he suffered an "undisclosed," injury which left him out for the rest of the season. Then, due to this injury he was not able to play out his senior season at stanford and his football career is now seemingly over since he hasn't played football now for almost 2 years but many expect that he could sign to some semi-pro football league like the CFL, XFL, or USFL.
TimeDefect
Very interesting, thanks!
He should come to Europe and play in the ELF for a German team
Big Fleece
You said a bunch of nothing lol
josh okagbue
osiris middle brother