Alright
Sam Lyrics

Figure you out
Trying to understand someone's behavior and motives

I tried to figure you out
I tried to understand your behavior and motives

Do you hate me?
Asking if someone has negative feelings towards you

You always have something on your mind but you never say it
You're always thinking about something, but you never express it verbally

Why the fuck don’t you say it?
Why don't you just speak your mind?

Don’t come back you’ll fuck me up again
I don't want you to come back because you'll hurt me again

But I’d be so happy for you to come back
I would be happy if you returned, despite the hurt you caused

And now swallow your pride and tell me you’re sorry
Admit that you made a mistake and apologize

Tell me that wasn’t you
Deny any responsibility for your behavior

It wasn’t you
Denying that someone's behavior was their own doing

I don’t think I really want to get better
I don't think I want to improve my situation

Cause I care of everything that isn’t me
I'm too focused on everything else around me, rather than myself

What the fuck is wrong with me
I'm not sure what is wrong with me

What’s this pain in my chest
I'm experiencing physical pain in my chest

I just want it to end
I want the pain to stop

Will you miss me
Asking if someone will miss you when you're gone

I still miss me
I still miss who I used to be

I think I fall in love too easily
I tend to develop romantic feelings quickly

But that’s because the lack of it that I have in me
I don't have a lot of love for myself, so I tend to look for it in others

I’d really like to have an empty canvas to repaint my life
I want a fresh start to my life

I wouldn’t change a lot
There's not a lot I would change about myself

But I’d change the things that made me hate my life
I want to change the things that make me unhappy in life

I don’t get why is it always me on this side
I don't understand why I'm always the one suffering in my relationships

But I guess it’s fine
I'm accepting my situation even though it's unpleasant

Cause I would never want someone that I love
I don't want anyone I love to feel the way I do

Feel like I do now
Feel the emotional pain and suffering that I'm experiencing

You’ve gotta step up
You need to take responsibility for your actions

Try to keep your head up
Try to be optimistic even when things are tough

Cause I’ve spent too much nights wide awake
I've spent too many nights unable to sleep due to emotional pain

Holding my breath
Trying my best to remain calm and composed, despite my struggles