Kör Kurşun
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Borçlarım peşimde, mahkeme peşimde
Sadece bu Sikik Stream'ler elimde
Aklımı kaybettim istersen prim de (prim de)
Bu çok mu sikimde?
Yaşadığım korkulu kabustan beterdi
Bu yangın büyüdü tükürsen geçer mi?
Aklımı becerdim
Bir ayda iki kez narkotik evimde
Kelepçe elimde annemin önünde
En yakın dostumun düştüğünü görünce
Başladı psikoz denetim gelince
Yaşadığım film mi? gerçek mi? delice
Bir gün bir kör kurşun kalbimi delecek
Bu sanrı bitecek
Fişi çek isterim kopmak hayattan
Güneş hiç doğmadı boktan şafaktan
Bir çare değildi korkmak Araf'tan
Okunur kulağa son nakaratlar
Amacım sadece sonraya varmaktı
Aklımda intihar yol bulamazsam
Yakamı bırakmaz sorunlar kaçmak mı?
Tek çare zamanım son bulamazsa
Bir ayda iki kez narkotik evimde
Kelepçe elimde annemin önünde
En yakın dostumun düştüğünü görünce
Başladı psikoz denetim gelince
Yaşadığım film mi? gerçek mi? delice
Bir gün bir kör kurşun kalbimi delecek
The lyrics to Şam's song Kör Kurşun are highly introspective and provide insight into the rapper's state of mind. He appears to be struggling with financial debts, legal issues, drug use and the psychological toll of it all. He feels like he has lost his mind and asks whether a mere bribe would be enough to make it better. The challenges that he is facing seem to be worse than a nightmare and despite the fire growing, he wonders if it would just disappear if he spits on it. He is in no need of advice as smoking a cigarette is enough to calm his nerves, a temporary diversion from his pain.
The second verse talks about his bitterness towards life as he has been arrested twice for drug use with his mother present to witness the scene. He begins to experience a psychotic episode once an old friend has been taken away and the authorities come to investigate. His sense of reality is greatly affected and he questions whether what he perceives is a dream or an actual occurrence. However, he believes that the delusion will come to an end as soon as he gets shot with a bullet that he cannot see, an end to his misery.
Overall, the lyrics paint a picture of a troubled man who is plagued by various issues and is struggling to cope with the pain. He has resorted to drugs as a coping mechanism and has little faith left in the future. He seems to be resigned to his fate and is unsure of how to break free from the turmoil that he is experiencing.
Line by Line Meaning
Borçlarım peşimde, mahkeme peşimde
I'm being chased by debts and court cases
Sadece bu Sikik Stream'ler elimde
All I have are these shitty streams
Aklımı kaybettim istersen prim de (prim de)
I've lost my mind, you can even offer me money for it
Bu çok mu sikimde?
Do I really care?
Yaşadığım korkulu kabustan beterdi
It was worse than a scary nightmare I experienced
Bu yangın büyüdü tükürsen geçer mi?
The fire has grown, can spitting on it make it go away?
Nasihat vermeyin bi' duman yeterli (duman yeterli)
Don't give me advice, just a smoke is enough
Aklımı becerdim
I fucked up my mind
Bir ayda iki kez narkotik evimde
Twice in a month, I had the narcotics unit barging into my house
Kelepçe elimde annemin önünde
I was handcuffed in front of my mother
En yakın dostumun düştüğünü görünce
Seeing my closest friend fall was heartbreaking
Başladı psikoz denetim gelince
When the psychosis started, the monitoring began
Yaşadığım film mi? gerçek mi? delice
Is this a movie or reality? It's insane
Bir gün bir kör kurşun kalbimi delecek
One day, a blind bullet will pierce my heart
Bu sanrı bitecek
This delusion will end
Fişi çek isterim kopmak hayattan
I want to pull the plug and disconnect from life
Güneş hiç doğmadı boktan şafaktan
The sun never rose from this shitty dawn
Bir çare değildi korkmak Araf'tan
Being afraid didn't help me escape from this limbo
Okunur kulağa son nakaratlar
The last verses can be heard
Amacım sadece sonraya varmaktı
My goal was just to make it to tomorrow
Aklımda intihar yol bulamazsam
If I can't find a way to commit suicide in my mind
Yakamı bırakmaz sorunlar kaçmak mı?
Will my problems let me go if I try to escape?
Tek çare zamanım son bulamazsa
The only solution is if my time never ends
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