Oh Lord
Sam Lyrics

cll up in my feelings I don't wanna feel this
I am overwhelmed by my emotions and I do not want to experience them.

I step up in the club like I'm on some real shit
I enter the club with confidence and act like I am invincible.

She know I wanna fuck she can see my wheels spin
She is aware of my desire for physical intimacy as my mind races with anticipation.

But I really want love and I want a real bitch like
Despite my desires for physical pleasure, I truly long for genuine love and a loyal partner.

Tell me what you need
Communicate your wants and desires to me.

Tell me what you want, what's it cost is it free?
Share your deepest desires and let me know if it comes at a price or if it is freely available.

Shout out Macntaj yeah he taught me God's bleed
Acknowledging Macntaj's influence on me and the understanding that even gods have vulnerabilities.

What's a loss to a man that ain't never seen a peak
For someone who has never experienced success, what significance does failure hold?

Every time I see her know I want her gotta have it
Whenever I encounter her presence, I am consumed by my desire to possess her.

She don't want a broke motherfucker with some baggage
She is not interested in being with someone who is financially unstable and burdened with emotional issues.

I know she never needed me like Ri Ri she a baddie
I am aware that she never relied on me like Rihanna, as she is an attractive, confident woman.

She pretend that she don't see me like a motherfucking savage
She feigns ignorance towards my presence, treating me with indifference and disregard.

So maybe I'll just do like Peep did and trend
Perhaps I should follow in Lil Peep's footsteps and gain popularity through controversial actions.

Up on some post where I od and then
I could create a viral post by overdosing on drugs, seeking attention even through dangerous means.

Cut off my ear like Van Gough and just send it to That ho and then we live happy the end
In a self-destructive act inspired by Van Gogh, I would detach my ear and send it to the girl I desire, hoping that it leads to our happiness.

Dopamine ketamine cocaine amphetamine
These substances are used to chase temporary highs and escape reality.

Codeine and Hennessy moments of brevity
The consumption of codeine and Hennessy provides brief moments of escape and relaxation.

Some ho named Stephanie at home in bed with me
There is a woman named Stephanie who is involved with me in an intimate act.

Give me some dome and I know what you said to me
Perform oral sex on me, and I can discern your true intentions and thoughts.

You do not know me or know there's a better me
You lack understanding of who I truly am and the potential for growth within me.

Please do not quote me, hold me or lecture me
I request that you refrain from repeating my words, restraining me, or providing me with advice.

Stole from my family friends are now dead to me
Those who betrayed me have taken away from my loved ones, causing them to be dead figuratively in my eyes.

Ghosts in my memory close like an enemy
The memories of those who wronged me haunt me and feel as close as an enemy.

Mac Miller knew it too, that feeling trapped in a room
Mac Miller also understood the sensation of being confined and suffocated within a room.

Full of people telling me they love me
Surrounded by individuals who claim to love me, but I question the authenticity of their feelings.

I know that I should probably feel something but I don't know what to do
Although I recognize that I should experience emotions, I am uncertain of how to respond.

Even worse if it's true, doesn't work if it's you
If the love is genuine, it becomes even more challenging to comprehend and accept.

Ariana Grande couldn't stop me it's a hobby popping pills until I vomit even if she were my boo
Even if Ariana Grande, someone I admire, were my partner, my habit of taking drugs to the point of sickness would persist.

I want to burn down the forest, I want to torch all the trees
I desire to destroy everything around me, causing widespread devastation and chaos.

I will pretend like I do it for us but the truth is I do it for me
I may claim that my destructive actions are for the benefit of both of us, but deep down, they are solely selfish acts.

I'm Righteous as fuck and a product of problems I've brought on but I do not see
I believe myself to be morally superior despite being the cause of many of the issues I face, but I fail to recognize this fact.

How karma is really a ceiling I'm building that always will fall in the breeze
I am constructing a metaphorical ceiling of karma that will inevitably collapse due to its fragility.

Somebody pray for me please
I request for someone to pray for me, seeking solace and assistance from a higher power.

Will somebody pray for me please
I desperately ask if anyone will offer their prayers on my behalf.

Fuck My Feelings I Don't Wanna Feel Shit
I strongly reject the idea of experiencing any emotions and wish to remain numb.