Twenty-three year old Sam Grow is a musician, singer, and songwriter whose … Read Full Bio ↴Twenty-three year old Sam Grow is a musician, singer, and songwriter whose soulful acoustic performances and emotionally crafted songs capture audiences of all ages. Born and raised in Southern Maryland, Sam’s love of performing and connection with his fans continue to fill various venues, often leaving standing room only. Sam’s powerful vocals and highly personal lyrics draw you into his songs as he tells stories of love, heartbreak, and his views on life in general.

Growing up in a musical family, Sam began singing in church at the age of five. By the time he was ten, Sam was already penning his own lyrics. Inspired by his sister who played the piano, he taught himself to play guitar, bass, piano, and drums. Sam was born a natural singer without any formal vocal coaching. His father, also a singer, is a big influence.

Sam draws his influences from such greats as Sam Cooke, Otis Redding, Eric Clapton, and Gavin DeGraw. He enjoys performing anything acoustic that has soul and is fond of rock, pop, soul, blues, jazz, and country music.

Sam has recently co-written with Jeff Scott Soto (former lead singer of the legendary rock band Journey, Talisman, Soul SirkUS, Yngwie Malmsteen). A few songs are to be released on Jeff’s new solo CD. This is what Jeff had to say about Sam: “Bro, you are the freshest new artist out there. I will be telling the world about you and if there is anything I can do to help you along, rest assured I will. People need to hear Sam Grow. You will be a superstar my friend!”

Sam has also performed with Grammy award winner Kanye West, Kat Parsons, one of the highest selling independent artists in the US, and national touring artist singer/songwriter/pianist Dave Yaden (Marc Broussard, Josh Kelley, Sheryl Crow, Willie Nelson).

Sam’s latest release “Ignition” is an infusion of Rock, Pop, and Soul that creates an enticing, new listening experience sure to satisfy the ear of a wide range audience. The first cut, “Oh So Jaded”, has become a crowd favorite. “Work in Progress”, Sam’s first CD release, is a five song EP full of Sam’s soulful, bluesy sound. The single “Meant to Be” was the featured track of the day on September 28, 2006 on GarageBand.com and the song peaked at 4.8 out of 5 stars.

This is just the start of Sam’s promising career and he has already started a buzz among the industry.

Relapse
Sam Grow Lyrics

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Yeah, the last time almost killed me
Yeah, you left me barely breathing
Yet I heard that you've been coming 'round
Yeah, I heard my name is in your mouth
But the last time almost killed me

Yeah, tell me, how am I, how am I
Supposed to live like this, live like this?

Tell me, how do I, how do I
Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix?
When you've got me
Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is
Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back
And survive that relapse?

Yeah, you make love feel so dirty
The way you use me and desert me
Yeah, you know that you can drag me 'round
When you use that word in your mouth
But you make love feel so dirty

So tell me, how am I, how am I
Supposed to live like this, live like this?
Tell me, how do I, how do I
Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix?
When you've got me
Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is
Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back
And survive that relapse?

Tell me, how am I, how am I
Supposed to live like this?
Tell me, how do I, how do I
Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix
When you've got me

Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is

Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back
And survive that relapse? Yeah

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sam Grow's song "Relapse" explore the complicated and addictive nature of a toxic relationship. The singer reflects on the pain and damage they experienced in the past, almost to the point of destruction. Despite this, they hear rumors that the other person has been coming back into their life, mentioning their name. The mention of their name triggers a relapse, bringing back the intense desire for their touch and kiss.

The singer expresses their struggle in trying to live without the other person. They question how they can possibly move on when they are constantly reminded of the addiction they have towards this person. The lyrics compare their obsession with needing drugs, emphasizing the overwhelming pull this person has on them. They desperately seek advice on how to resist the temptation and survive the relapse, but it proves incredibly difficult.

The song portrays a deep sense of vulnerability and the internal battle faced by someone who has been hurt by a toxic relationship. It touches on the conflicting emotions of love and pain, highlighting the addictive nature of a destructive connection.

Line by Line Meaning

Yeah, the last time almost killed me
The previous encounter with you was so emotionally devastating that it nearly destroyed me.

Yeah, you left me barely breathing
Your actions caused me so much pain and suffering that I felt like I was struggling to continue living.

Yet I heard that you've been coming 'round
I've been hearing rumors that you've been trying to reenter my life.

Yeah, I heard my name is in your mouth
I've been informed that you have been speaking about me and mentioning my name.

But the last time almost killed me
Despite the harm you caused me previously, I am still affected by your presence and the potential of getting hurt again.

Yeah, tell me, how am I, how am I Supposed to live like this, live like this?
I am struggling to understand how I can continue living in this state of emotional turmoil.

Tell me, how do I, how do I Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix?
I need advice on how to resist the temptation of falling into the addictive pattern of seeking your affection despite the negative consequences.

When you've got me Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
Your touch and kiss have such a strong hold on me that I crave them intensely, like an addictive substance.

It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is
My desire for you is comparable to an addiction where I know where to find the source of pleasure.

Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back And survive that relapse?
I need guidance on how to resist the temptation of wanting you again without succumbing to the destructive cycle of our relationship.

Yeah, you make love feel so dirty
Your actions and treatment of me make the act of love feel sordid and tainted.

The way you use me and desert me
You manipulate and take advantage of me emotionally, only to abandon me afterwards.

Yeah, you know that you can drag me 'round
You are aware of your power to control and manipulate me, causing me to feel helpless and directionless in our relationship.

When you use that word in your mouth
When you speak certain words or say particular things to me, it has a profound impact on my emotions and actions.

But you make love feel so dirty
Despite the negative aspects of our relationship, the way you make me feel still has a strong sexual allure.

Tell me, how am I, how am I Supposed to live like this, live like this?
I am struggling to comprehend how I can continue living while being trapped in this toxic and degrading relationship.

Tell me, how do I, how do I Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix?
I seek advice on how to resist the addictive pull you have on me, ignoring the temporary pleasure you provide.

When you've got me Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
Your touch and kiss have become powerful cravings that I struggle to resist, similar to the urge for a drug fix.

It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is
My attachment to you is akin to an addiction, where I constantly desire your presence despite knowing the harm it may bring.

Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back And survive that relapse?
I need guidance on how to resist the urge to want you again and not fall back into the destructive cycle of our relationship.

Tell me, how am I, how am I Supposed to live like this?
I am seeking guidance on how to navigate and cope with the emotional difficulties and challenges of our relationship.

Tell me, how do I, how do I Try to ignore your fix, ignore your fix
I need advice on how to resist the addictive temptation of seeking your presence and affection.

When you've got me
Despite the negative aspects, I cannot deny that I am still strongly attracted and attached to you.

Fiending for your touch, fiending for your kiss
I have an intense and insatiable craving for your touch and kiss, similar to the cravings experienced for addictive substances.

It's like needing every drug and knowing where it is
My desire for you is comparable to a craving for drugs, where I know I can find the source of pleasure and relief.

Tell me, how do I, how do I not want you back And survive that relapse?
I am seeking guidance on how to resist the temptation of wanting you again and avoid falling back into the destructive pattern of our relationship.

Yeah
An expression of agreement or affirmation.

Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Alexandria Corn, Reed Waddle, Sam Grow

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