Crown
Samael Lyrics


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If eyes are the mirror of the soul
You will find in mine the scorn and apathy
You will read my hatred as in a curs'd book
You will see yourself as I see you

It is a mirror sombre and opaque
Which protects me, which stifles me
A great ditch around the heart
Which rejects, which estranges me

There is a world in my head
A dead world where nothing lives
And it is there I am, too far,
Far too far to be rejoined

A crown of thorns is still a crown

I am a king in a kingdom of suffering
I have taken my time to reach this stage
I have taken pains to torture myself
To descend, to descend
Into pain, I exist
And if my brain is numbed
The thorn in my flesh
Can overcome apathy

There is glory in humiliation
A throne to be taken, a crown to win

I have no more tears,
And my smile has lost its brilliance
I have forgotten who I was,
I have killed my emotions
Crushed, empty, weary,




Always standing, I am a tree
Awaiting the lightning

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Samael's song Crown depict a profound sense of alienation and detachment, conveyed through a metaphoric imagery of eyes being the mirror of the soul. The singer in the song suggests that if someone were to look into their eyes, they would see the scorn, apathy, and hatred that the singer harbors towards the world around him. It is a mirror, which encapsulates the singer's persona like a great ditch around the heart, isolating them from the rest of the world. The singer describes "a world in their head, a dead world where nothing lives," and this is where they reside, too far from reality to ever reconnect or be rejoined.


The song further develops the idea of suffering as a throne to be taken; pain and humiliation become sources of glory, and a crown of thorns becomes a symbol of power. The lyrics suggest that the singer has reached a stage of profound detachment, where they have killed their emotions and forgotten who they were. All that is left is a numbness that can be overcome only by experiencing pain. Thus, the song presents a unique interpretation of suffering as an almost desirable state, a throne or a crown that has to be seized by personal hardship.


Line by Line Meaning

If eyes are the mirror of the soul
My eyes reflect my emotions and feelings.


You will find in mine the scorn and apathy
My eyes show my bitterness and indifference towards the world.


You will read my hatred as in a curs'd book
My hatred is evident to all who understand me.


You will see yourself as I see you
You will see yourself reflected in my eyes, as I see you.


It is a mirror sombre and opaque
My mirror is dark and impenetrable.


Which protects me, which stifles me
My mirror shields me from the world, but also suffocates me.


A great ditch around the heart
There is a wide gap in my soul.


Which rejects, which estranges me
This gap separates and alienates me from others.


There is a world in my head
In my mind, there is an imaginary world.


A dead world where nothing lives
In this world, nothing is alive.


And it is there I am, too far,
I am stuck in this world far away from reality.


Far too far to be rejoined
I cannot leave this world and return to reality.


A crown of thorns is still a crown
Even though it causes pain, a crown is still a symbol of power and authority.


I am a king in a kingdom of suffering
I am a ruler in my own world of pain.


I have taken my time to reach this stage
It took me a long time to get to this point.


I have taken pains to torture myself
I deliberately cause myself pain and suffering.


To descend, to descend
I am constantly falling deeper into my own despair.


Into pain, I exist
My existence is defined by my suffering.


And if my brain is numbed
Even if I become emotionally numb,


The thorn in my flesh
The pain in my body,


Can overcome apathy
Can still break through my emotional wall.


There is glory in humiliation
I find pride in my own suffering and humiliation.


A throne to be taken, a crown to win
I see my suffering as a challenge to overcome and become stronger.


I have no more tears,
I have cried so much I can no longer shed tears.


And my smile has lost its brilliance
Even my happy moments are clouded by my despair.


I have forgotten who I was,
I have lost my sense of identity.


I have killed my emotions
I have become emotionless and detached from the world.


Crushed, empty, weary,
I feel broken, hollow, and tired.


Always standing, I am a tree
Even though I am rooted to my suffering, I remain standing strong.


Awaiting the lightning
I wait for something to strike me and bring me out of my misery.




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