Believer
Samiam Lyrics

I drove past his house
I observed the physical location of his house while driving

You walked out the door
You exited the room by stepping away from the entrance

I wasn't surprised
My lack of surprise was due to my expectation of your behavior

I know you've been there before
My awareness of your previous visits to that location influenced my thoughts

I'm amazed
I feel wonder or astonishment due to a particular circumstance

I still even care
Despite everything, I still have feelings of emotion towards the situation or person

I must have something left
There must still be a piece of me that hasn't given up on the painful relationship

I don't know where
I am uncertain of the exact location or nature of the remaining emotions

I'm tired of being right
I've grown weary of being correct about negative outcomes

About how wrong i was
My mistakes and errors in judgement have caused problems

Thinking I could trust you
Foolishly believing that you were reliable and honest

Just because I wanted to
Acting on my desires and not using logic or foresight

Yeah I'm a believer
I hold a strong belief despite evidence or lack thereof

And I don't know why
I cannot explain the motivation or reasoning behind my belief

You say you can't control
You verbalized a statement that you lack the ability to manage the situation

What makes you act that way
What causes you to behave in the manner witnessed

You also said never again
Your words proclaimed that there would be no repetition of a previous action

It must have sounded better then
In hindsight, the statement must have seemed more appealing to say than to put into practice

Every time I'm burned
Whenever I encounter negative consequences or pain

It hurts a little less
The severity of the discomfort is slightly reduced

You don't want me to leave
You express desires for me to stay and not depart

But you want him more I guess
Your true desires are focused on someone else instead of me