Last Year's War
Sarah Slean Lyrics


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I put this battle in a box
With my military thoughts
And the days where I was almost at my end

Seems to me quite clear now
Now that you are here how
Easily I could begin again
I'm still bloody from last year's war
With liars and lovers untrue
And hey you with your stars out
I have no angry words for you

You didn't have my heart yet
But you stopped before we started
So now you tell me what you want me to do

I can start believing
I can watch you sleeping
But I can't hold my breath 'til she comes back for you

I'm still bloody from last year's war
But no longer drowning in the flood
And hey you with your stars out
You've kissed again don't you see you've already won

You're still bloody from last year's war
Your bandages your bullet holes like mine




And I'm here with my stars out
You say you're scared well so am I

Overall Meaning

The song "Last Year's War" by Sarah Slean is an introspective piece about starting over after experiencing heartbreak and disappointment. The lyrics suggest that the singer has been through a difficult period, symbolized by the metaphorical battle that she has fought. She has put this battle in a box and with her military thoughts, indicating that she is ready to move on. The imagery of war and battle creates a sense of conflict and struggle, emphasizing the emotional toll that these experiences have taken on the singer.


The singer expresses gratitude for the new person in her life, stating that their presence has given her hope and a chance to start over. The line "Now that you are here how/Easily I could begin again" suggests that the singer has found someone who has given her the strength to move on from her past. At the same time, she acknowledges that she is still recovering from the wounds of her previous experiences. While she may be able to start again, she is still scarred, "bloody from last year's war." However, she also recognizes that others have been through similar struggles, telling her partner "You're still bloody from last year's war/Your bandages your bullet holes like mine."


The song ends with both the singer and her partner admitting their fears, highlighting the vulnerability and uncertainty that can come with starting over. Despite this, they seem willing to face their fears together. The final lines of the song, "You say you're scared well so am I," suggest that the two are united in their shared apprehension, and are willing to face whatever challenges may come their way.


Line by Line Meaning

I put this battle in a box
I've compartmentalized my struggles and put them away


With my military thoughts
Using my strategy and discipline to overcome difficult times


And the days where I was almost at my end
Recalling the darkest moments of despair I've experienced


Seems to me quite clear now
With hindsight, everything is easier to understand and accept


Now that you are here how
Having someone to share my pain makes it easier to bear


Easily I could begin again
Starting anew feels less daunting with support


I'm still bloody from last year's war
The wounds and trauma from past struggles still linger


With liars and lovers untrue
Deceitful and treacherous people have caused me harm


And hey you with your stars out
Addressing someone who seems successful or confident


I have no angry words for you
Despite my struggles, I don't resent or blame others for their happiness


You didn't have my heart yet
I wasn't emotionally invested in you at that time


But you stopped before we started
The potential for a relationship never came to fruition


So now you tell me what you want me to do
Asking for guidance or direction in the aftermath of heartbreak


I can start believing
Regaining confidence and hope for the future


I can watch you sleeping
Finding peace and comfort in another's presence


But I can't hold my breath 'til she comes back for you
I can't wait for someone who may never return or might not be right for me


But no longer drowning in the flood
I'm no longer consumed or overwhelmed by my struggles


You've kissed again don't you see you've already won
Celebrating someone who found love again, despite past pain


You're still bloody from last year's war
Other people also carry their own struggles and pain


Your bandages your bullet holes like mine
Our scars and wounds may be different, but the pain is similar


And I'm here with my stars out
Despite my own struggles, I'm standing tall and moving forward


You say you're scared well so am I
Acknowledging that the fear of the unknown is universal




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Comments from YouTube:

MyNameIsFred315

I hear this song and cry. This woman's music has saved my life so many times and every time I need her most, it's always there. Truly a God send. She is amazing. So amazing.

Ingrid Davison

Saw her live in Kelowna, and hadn't heard of her before this. She is amazing, and now my favourite. What a talent. If you get a chance to see her live, take it.

Lisa Mackinnon

This song always makes me cry. Sarah, you are truly amazing!!

Turd Doodlesworth

This is my favourite Sarah Slean song. Amazing.

09Libertarian

What a lovely endorsement. Sarah is quite amazing

Stuart Harley

What a beautiful voice she has, really beautiful

pazso

sooooo beautiful!

Emily Knowles

Absolutely beautiful...

Joni Ludlow

Stunning performance

ProblemZone Ego

Wonderful song and interpretation, though the strings don't yet to seem on top form 5*nfav without trouble:)

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