Thoughts
Sasha Alex Sloan Lyrics


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Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts
No medication's ever made them stop
All I think about is everything I'm not
Instead of everything I got

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
All the way from my head right down to my feet
I wish that I thought differently

But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

Change
Wonder if I'll ever really change, mm

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me





Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts

Overall Meaning

In Sasha Alex Sloan's song "Thoughts," the lyrics delve into the complexity of the artist's internal struggle with self-doubt and negative thoughts. The song captures the feeling of being trapped in one's own mind, unable to escape the intrusive thoughts that constantly plague the singer. She discusses how medication hasn't been able to alleviate the thoughts, and instead, they continue to overwhelm her.


The lyrics reflect the artist's fear of being judged and laughed at by others. To protect herself from potential hurt, she tries to beat others to the punchline by making jokes about herself. This defensive mechanism serves as a way to shield herself from the pain of potentially being ridiculed. The constant need to make self-deprecating jokes reveals her struggle with accepting herself and her insecurities.


The song highlights the artist's longing to change and be more comfortable in her own skin. She expresses her dissatisfaction with her appearance and wishes she could think differently about herself. This desire for change stems from the fear of judgment and the quest to be viewed as more "normal" or accepted by society.


Overall, "Thoughts" provides an introspective look into the artist's battle with self-doubt, negative thoughts, and the perpetual need to fit in and be a good friend to oneself.


Line by Line Meaning

Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts
At times, I struggle to manage my own thoughts and emotions


No medication's ever made them stop
Even with medication, my thoughts continue to persist


All I think about is everything I'm not
My mind is consumed by thoughts of my insecurities and shortcomings


Instead of everything I got
I often overlook and fail to appreciate the positive aspects of my life


'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
I fear that others are constantly mocking me, so I try to make jokes before they can


If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
By delivering the punchline first, I hope to avoid being emotionally wounded


Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
I genuinely strive to improve myself, but I struggle to understand how


How to be a good friend to me
I find it difficult to be a supportive and understanding friend to myself


'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
Occasionally, I perceive myself as abnormal or strange


When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
In the mornings, I often dislike my appearance and overall self-image


All the way from my head right down to my feet
I scrutinize every aspect of myself, from head to toe


I wish that I thought differently
I desire to have a more positive and accepting mindset


Wonder if I'll ever really change, mm
I contemplate whether I will ever truly transform or progress


The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
There's an internal voice that reassures me and says I'm fine


Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
I briefly consider this positive voice, but I quickly dismiss it


How to be a good friend to me
I struggle to treat myself with kindness, compassion, and understanding




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Sasha Sloan, Justin Parker

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@nitusoni145

Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts
No medication's ever made them stop
All I think about is everything I'm not
Instead of everything I've got

But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
All the way from my head right down to my feet
I wish that I thought differently

But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

Change
Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me
Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts



All comments from YouTube:

@a_paradise_bird

Instantly fell in love

@robinchora3442

Me too

@AminiumMusics

so so beautiful <3

@ShewolfWardn

Feel like every song she has ever written has related towards myself and my life. I would be honored to meet you one day, Sasha.

You're not alone.

@miurebecca

DreamOnLittle Dreamer same 😭

@ungravity9344

I love your comment! :)

@louiejanedorian2825

Same

@laurenkelly305

That's exactly how I feel ❤

@user-di4ol9sn8b

Same

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@koalakontrol

Sasha is the best <3

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