Chandelier
Sassydee Lyrics

Party girls don't get hurt
Girls who constantly party and have fun don't show their vulnerability or allow themselves to feel pain

Can't feel anything, when will I learn
I am emotionally numb and wonder when I will realize the consequences of my actions

I push it down, push it down
I suppress my emotions and refuse to deal with them

I'm the one "for a good time call"
I am the person everyone calls when they want to have a good time or party

Phone's blowin' up, they're ringin' my doorbell
My phone is constantly buzzing with invitations and people wanting to hang out with me

I feel the love, feel the love
I enjoy the attention and affection I receive from others

One, two, three, one, two, three, drink
I repetitively drink alcohol to escape and numb my emotions

Throw em back, till I lose count
I keep drinking heavily until I can no longer keep track

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I will let go of all inhibitions and indulge in reckless behavior

I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
I will live as if consequences and responsibilities don't matter

Like it doesn't exist
I will completely ignore the concept of the future and its implications

I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry
I will escape reality and feel the tears drying on my face as I indulge in temporary pleasures

And I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
I desperately cling to this lifestyle, refusing to acknowledge the consequences or face reality

Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
I continue to drink excessively all night because I am only focused on getting through the immediate moment

Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
I am seeking assistance and support because I am scared to face the truth or acknowledge my actions

Sun is up, I'm a mess
As the sun rises, the reality of my choices becomes apparent and I realize the chaotic state I am in

Gotta get out now, gotta run from this
I feel an urge to escape from this destructive lifestyle and run away from the consequences

Here comes the shame, here comes the shame
I anticipate and recognize the imminent guilt and regret that will follow my actions

On for tonight
The cycle of destructive behavior continues for this particular night