If I Came Back For You
Seaway Lyrics

And it's my fault that I waited.
I acknowledge that I am to blame for not taking action earlier in our relationship.

My fault I was faded when I knew you.
I regret that I was under the influence when I first met you, which affected my perception and judgment.

I let you sink, I let you curve, I let you slip with unsaid words.
I allowed our relationship to deteriorate by not expressing my true feelings and allowing misunderstandings to arise.

I watched the spark that you had for me die right in front of me.
I witnessed the extinguishing of the passion and interest you once had for me, which I deeply regret.

I take small steps to get my best and forget who you are, kid.
I am making gradual progress in order to improve myself, trying to move on from our past and let go of the person you used to be to me.

Here's to hoping that I can live with myself.
I raise a toast to the desire for inner peace and self-acceptance, despite the mistakes I have made and the regret I carry.

Here's to knowing that I'm still right here.
I acknowledge that I am still present and unchanged despite our separation, holding on to my own identity.

So I'll keep my head straight and wander through life, hoping you saved a place for me.
I will continue to navigate life with a clear mindset, while secretly desiring that you have reserved a space for me in your heart.

And maybe you'll go there to ponder sometimes on the nights we came so damn close.
Perhaps occasionally, you will retreat to that place to reflect on the moments when we were incredibly close to being together.

I bet you won't.
However, I doubt that you will actually do so, as time has likely diminished your interest and attachment towards me.

I'm still right here.
Despite everything, I remain steadfast and unchanged, ready to face the consequences of my actions.

Here's to hoping that I can live with myself.
Once again, I raise a toast to the aspiration of finding inner peace and self-acceptance, regardless of the consequences of our separation.

Here's to knowing that I'm still right here without you.
Lastly, I acknowledge the fact that I am still present and striving forward, even in the absence of your presence in my life.