Push Away
Sebastian Bach Lyrics


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I want to keep you
Shut the door, throw away the key
For you belong to me
You wanna run, you want to hide
You try to leave
There is no hope
You'll see
I can't control myself
I push away
And I'm left beside myself, your love so far away
When I need you close, you're gone again

I stalk your every move
So beautiful to me
& my twisted fantasies
I shut my eyes, you're all I see, you're in my dreams
And I won't let anyone take you away from me

When I cling too tight, hold on
When I hold too tight, don't let go
'Cause when I push you away is when I need you the most
I need you the most

I lost myself in your eyes
Full of grace
And I'll build a temple to your soul
And I'll obey
And I'll worship on the ground you lay




I can't control myself
I push away

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Sebastian Bach’s song Push Away reveal a disturbing story of obsession and control. The lyrics suggest that the singer wants to keep the object of their affection, the person they are addressing, all to themselves. They want to shut the door and throw away the key so that this person cannot escape. In their eyes, this person belongs to them, and they don’t want to let them go. However, they recognize that this person wants to leave and hide from them, which makes them feel hopeless. The singer is also aware that they have a problem; they can’t control themselves, and they often push away the person they desire the most, leaving them feeling lonely and disconnected.


The lyrics to Push Away suggest that the singer is struggling with an obsessive love, which they recognize as twisted and unhealthy. They stalk the person they love and have built up a fantasy around them. They see this person as beautiful and want to protect them from anyone who might take them away. However, their need for control and their fearful behavior is leading them to push away the person they care for. In the end, the singer acknowledges that they need this person the most, but they don’t know how to change their behavior to keep them close. Overall, the lyrics to Push Away are a sad and intense portrait of obsession, control, and the pain it causes for both people involved.


Line by Line Meaning

I want to keep you
I have an intense desire to have full control over you.


Shut the door, throw away the key
I want you to be completely dependent on me and isolate you from everyone else.


For you belong to me
You are my possession and I will do anything to keep you under my control.


You wanna run, you want to hide
You are resisting my control and attempting to escape from me.


You try to leave
You are trying to break free from my grasp and seeking independence.


There is no hope
You are helpless against my manipulation and will eventually succumb to my control.


I can't control myself
Despite my efforts to control you, I am struggling to control myself and my desires.


I push away
As a result of my inner struggle, I push you away from me to prevent myself from losing control.


And I'm left beside myself, your love so far away
After pushing you away, I realize that I am lonely and miss your love, but am too afraid to bring you back.


When I need you close, you're gone again
I long for your closeness but as soon as I feel threatened, I push you away again and the cycle repeats.


I stalk your every move
I am obsessed with you and feel entitled to monitor and control all aspects of your life.


So beautiful to me & my twisted fantasies
I have created a distorted perception of you in my mind and view you as an object to fulfill my own desires.


I shut my eyes, you're all I see, you're in my dreams
You have infiltrated my subconscious and I am unable to escape my fantasies of possessing you.


And I won't let anyone take you away from me
I am willing to do whatever it takes to preserve my control over you, even if it means harming others.


When I cling too tight, hold on
At times, I crave your affection and attention and desire you to stay close to me.


When I hold too tight, don't let go
Despite my suffocating grasp, I am afraid of losing you and will do anything to keep you from leaving me.


'Cause when I push you away is when I need you the most
I am so consumed by my desire for control that when I push you away, it is really a cry for you to come back to me.


I lost myself in your eyes
I became entranced by your beauty and fell into a deep obsession with you.


Full of grace
I view you as an angelic figure and elevate you to an idealized level in my mind.


And I'll build a temple to your soul
I will erect an external monument to my internal obsession with you.


And I'll obey
I am willing to submit myself completely to you and your desires.


And I'll worship on the ground you lay
I will always be beneath you and subservient to your needs and wishes.




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