Secret Keeper is a melodic hardcore band from Melbourne, Florida. They're k… Read Full Bio ↴Secret Keeper is a melodic hardcore band from Melbourne, Florida. They're known for their sad and brooding music, which led them to be described as "sadcore". Since they started in 2013 with vocalist Kyle Burrier and guitarist Thomas Filbert, they've released two EPs, "Secret Keeper" and "Losing Sleep". On March 29, 2015, they announced their breakup. They released their final song "Track Marks" on May 1st and played their last show on May 15th.

Secret Keeper is :
Kyle Burrier - screamed vocals, session clean vocals
Thomas Filbert - lead guitar
Michael Johnson - bass
Dylan Honkonen - drums, session clean vocals

Former members :
Brian Brown - rhythm guitar, occasional screamed vocals
Devon Whitney - bass, live clean vocals
Erik Giesey - drums
Ben Fernandez - session rhythm guitar

Losing Sleep
Secret Keeper Lyrics

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Looking back, I wouldn't change a thing
Except every time I wore my heart on my sleeve
Just to have it taken from me
And every time that smoke hit my lungs
Just to feel at ease
Just like you live for Him, I live for this
Dissect each word
But it's the point you always missed

Everything is easier said than done
But these notes can't be written just to stay unsung
You rip me apart
But you were lost from the start
Looking towards the sky to find the throne
But I've found a kingdom in my life
A heaven to call my own
Looking back, I'd leave everything
Set up shop on the corner of every street
Sell all my hopes and dreams
To every stranger I meet
But when will you ever acknowledge me?
As a kid
Storms made me feel safe
On rainy days
I knew the clouds overhead
Felt the same as me
But these days
I'm losing sleep over nothing
The sky blankets the light
And it only seems to bring me down
When it rains, it pours

And I'm not sure
If I can keep my head above water anymore

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Secret Keeper's "Losing Sleep" touches on the themes of heartbreak, addiction, and self-discovery. The song reflects on past mistakes and experiences that have caused pain, while also contemplating the idea of finding happiness and purpose in life. The opening lines, "Looking back, I wouldn't change a thing, except every time I wore my heart on my sleeve, just to have it taken from me" suggest regret and a sense of vulnerability. The repeated phrase, "Just like you live for Him, I live for this" is a comparison between the singer's love for music and the devotion someone may have towards their religion.

The next lines, "But it's the point you always missed" imply a sense of frustration and lack of understanding from others. The chorus, "But these notes can't be written just to stay unsung, you rip me apart, but you were lost from the start" remind the listener that the singer's experiences and emotions are valid, and that despite being hurt by others, they have found a sense of purpose and belonging in their life.

The song then shifts to a more reflective tone, with the lines "As a kid, storms made me feel safe, on rainy days I knew the clouds overhead felt the same as me, but these days I'm losing sleep over nothing". This suggests a yearning for the simplicity and comfort of the past, as well as a struggle with letting go of negative emotions. The final lines, "When it rains, it pours and I'm not sure if I can keep my head above water anymore" echo this sentiment and suggest a sense of desperation and uncertainty.

Overall, the lyrics of Secret Keeper's "Losing Sleep" suggest a journey towards self-discovery, with the singer reflecting on their past mistakes and struggles while also searching for purpose and belonging in the present.

Line by Line Meaning

Looking back, I wouldn't change a thing
I have no regrets in life

Except every time I wore my heart on my sleeve
Sharing my emotions with others always led to heartbreak

Just to have it taken from me
My vulnerability always resulted in others taking advantage of me

And every time that smoke hit my lungs, Just to feel at ease
Smoking was a temporary escape from reality for me

Just like you live for Him, I live for this
I am as passionate about my music as you are about your religion

Dissect each word, But it's the point you always missed
You never truly understood the meaning behind my lyrics

Everything is easier said than done, But these notes can't be written just to stay unsung
It's easy to talk about achieving your dreams, but I refuse to let my music go unheard

You rip me apart, But you were lost from the start
You criticize me, but you don't have everything figured out yourself

Looking towards the sky to find the throne, But I've found a kingdom in my life, A heaven to call my own
You search for a higher power, but I've found my own happiness and sense of purpose

Looking back, I'd leave everything, Set up shop on the corner of every street, Sell all my hopes and dreams, To every stranger I meet
I would rather give up everything and pursue my passion than live a life without purpose

But when will you ever acknowledge me?
I feel underappreciated for my talents and hard work

As a kid, Storms made me feel safe, On rainy days, I knew the clouds overhead, Felt the same as me
As a child, severe weather gave me comfort because it made me feel less alone in my emotions

But these days, I'm losing sleep over nothing, The sky blankets the light, And it only seems to bring me down
I'm struggling with depression and feel like everything around me is bringing me down

When it rains, it pours, And I'm not sure, If I can keep my head above water anymore
I feel overwhelmed and I'm not sure if I can handle everything life is throwing at me

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