• Andreas Olsson - guitar, lead vocals
• Erik Eklun… Read Full Bio ↴Band members:
• Andreas Olsson - guitar, lead vocals
• Erik Eklund - drummer
• Gabriel Rauhofer - guitar, backup vocals
• Patrik Hallgren - bass, backup vocals
Self Deception is a Stockholm based band with a great feel of high pulsed, modern rock. This quartet has attitude and is driven with a commitment of being one of Swedens top acts.
The band consist of four hard working tightly bound friends, with high ambition and a big passion for the music they play and love. Influenced mostly from 90's music like westcoast rock, grunge and hardrock.
Weight of the World
Self Deception Lyrics
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I cover up my face, think of another place
"I swear I easily bruise" was always my excuse
And now it's loud again, loud again, loud again
The weight of the world is forcing me
Down down down (the weight of the world)
I can′t make a sound, there's no one around
It's loud again, it′s just another day
Sick of being brave here in the awful place
"I swear the fault wasn′t his" only the drunken fists
It's so damn loud again, loud again, loud again
The weight of the world is forcing me
Down down down (the weight of the world)
I can′t make a sound, there's no one around
The weight of the world holds me down
Why don′t you leave me alone?
Just leave me alone!
The weight of the world is holding me down
The weight of the world is forcing me
Down down down (the weight of the world)
I can't make a sound, there′s no one around
The weight of the world holds me down
The lyrics of "Weight of the World" by Self Deception convey a sense of overwhelming burden and isolation. The opening lines state, "It's loud again, these are the longest days." This suggests a feeling of inescapable noise and endlessness, which could represent the heaviness of life's challenges. The singer seeks solace by covering up their face and imagining being somewhere else. They mention the phrase "I swear I easily bruise" as an excuse, hinting at a history of vulnerability and sensitivity.
The chorus highlights the central theme of the song, which is the weight of the world. It is described as a force that pushes the singer down and silences them, as they state, "I can't make a sound, there's no one around." It seems that the weight of the world refers to the collective pressures, hardships, and responsibilities that one feels overwhelmed by. In the second verse, the lyrics mention being sick of being brave in an awful place, possibly alluding to a toxic environment or relationship. The line "only the drunken fists" suggests a history of abuse or violence, adding to the emotional weight the singer carries.
The repetition of the phrase "loud again" throughout the song emphasizes the ongoing nature of the struggles faced, and the frustration that comes with it. The plea to be left alone in the bridge portrays a desire for space and escape from the burdensome weight.
Overall, "Weight of the World" is a raw and emotional portrayal of the overwhelming pressures and isolation that individuals can experience.
Line by Line Meaning
It's loud again, these are the longest days
Once again, the noise and chaos of life are overwhelming, making the days feel never-ending.
I cover up my face, think of another place
To escape from reality, I hide my true emotions and daydream about being somewhere else.
"I swear I easily bruise" was always my excuse
I would often attribute my fragility to being easily hurt as a way to justify my struggles.
And now it's loud again, loud again, loud again
The deafening noise and commotion have returned, intensifying my distress.
The weight of the world is forcing me
The immense burden and pressure of life are pushing me down.
Down down down (the weight of the world)
I am sinking deeper and deeper under the weight of all my responsibilities and problems.
I can't make a sound, there's no one around
Feeling isolated and unheard, I am unable to express myself or seek help.
The weight of the world holds me down
The gravity of my circumstances keeps me trapped and immobilized.
It's loud again, it’s just another day
Once more, the cacophony of life fills my existence, reminding me of the monotony and struggles I face daily.
Sick of being brave here in the awful place
The constant need to put on a brave face in this dreadful environment has worn me out.
"I swear the fault wasn't his" only the drunken fists
I would only blame the influence of alcohol for the violence around me, refusing to hold the true responsible party accountable.
It's so damn loud again, loud again, loud again
The overwhelming noise becomes unbearable, repeating its torment over and over.
Why don't you leave me alone?
Can't you see that I just need some space and solitude? Please give me a break.
Just leave me alone!
I am pleading for some peace and solitude, begging to be left by myself.
The weight of the world is holding me down
The burdens and pressures of existence are constantly weighing on me, keeping me pinned to the ground.
The weight of the world is forcing me
The overwhelming heaviness of life is compounding, pushing me to the edge.
Down down down (the weight of the world)
I am spiraling further downwards, crushed by the immense weight of my troubles.
I can't make a sound, there’s no one around
Feeling voiceless and alone, there is no one present to support or listen to me.
The weight of the world holds me down
The all-encompassing burden of existence keeps me trapped and unable to break free.
Writer(s): Erik Eklund, Nicklas Eklund, Ronny Glenn Westphal, Andreas Kennedy Olsson, Patrik Kjell Gustav Hallgren
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Dcmber Notes
Dude, I heard this song on Spotify. I thought you must be a big artist with millions of subscribers :( This dude is just underrated af. You deserve much more
Self Deception
Dcmber Notes Thanks! 🤘🏼 Hit is up with a share! 💪🏽
Killpopkulture
@Self Deception LFG
Leperre
Yes this band deserves much more
J MANVII
Seriously man this band deserves a lot
Reckless Savage
man its crazy how underrated this is.
Self Deception
Thanks! 🤘🏼 It’s hard getting through to everyone these days! Happy you found us! 💪🏼
k8
Such powerful voice and incredible instrumentals!
You guys are amazing!
Self Deception
Thanks Arch! 🔥🤘🏼
Cody Simms
This song will always be a part of my life 💖