Face to Face
Self Made Davion Lyrics
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I cross my t's and roll the dice
Wish I didn't feel this way
Overthinking about my life
I don't think things are going rite
Can you take away the pain
I'm in my mind
All the time
No reasons why
I am not fine
Blind in my eyes
Heart in my soul
I go and go rite
Ahhh
You can't say you didn't change
Cus when you hit my phone you seem to fade away
You looking at me different when we face to face
And I know that the loving doesn't feel the same Ahh
You only hit me up when you want Prada
But u ain't get nothing getting nothing getting nada
Thеy say I'm skirting off I'm going fast
That's cus I'm on my way to the cash
You can catch me thumbing through thesе blue bills
You can catch me in a mansion in the hills
I know that I'm living fast I'm for the thrill
Don't need you by my side
When all you do is lie
I cross my heart and to die
I cross my t's and roll the dice
Wish I didn't feel this way
Overthinking about my life
I don't think things are going rite
Can you take away the pain
I'm in my mind
All the time
Ciroc no red wine
No reasons why
I am not fine
Blind in my eyes
Heart in my soul
I go and go rite
Ahhh
I can't seem to find my inner peace
Everyone looking like my enemies
That energy
That enemy
I don't why everybody into me
Don't know where I'm going where I'm supposed to be
I just love the energy
Baby I know you looking at me I know you into me
But that love is history
Blew it up to smithereens
Baby don't you call or text me text me
Where I been
I be on my own
Dark mind going down a dark road
I don't know
I can see
Someone please come and find me
I cross my heart and to die
I cross my t's and roll the dice
Wish I didn't feel this way
Overthinking about my life
I don't think things are going rite
Can you take away the pain
I'm in my mind
All the time
Ciroc no red wine
No reasons why
I am not fine
Blind in my eyes
Heart in my soul
I go and go rite
Ahhh
In "Face To Face," Self Made Davion reflects on his internal struggles and the dynamics of a strained relationship. The lyrics convey a sense of introspection and emotional pain, as he grapples with overthinking about his life and feeling like things aren't going well. The opening lines "I cross my heart and to die, I cross my t's and roll the dice" suggest a commitment to honesty and taking risks, perhaps highlighting his desire for change and finding a solution to his troubles.
The chorus portrays his yearning for someone to alleviate his pain and provide comfort. He reveals his constant presence in his own mind, possibly indicating anxiety or self-doubt. The line "I am not fine, blind in my eyes, heart in my soul, I go and go rite" expresses a feeling of being lost and disoriented, but still pushing forward.
The second verse shifts focus to a particular relationship, where there seems to be a disconnect. The persona hints at the other person's changing behavior, feeling like they fade away when they communicate digitally but looking at him differently when they are face to face. This exhibits a sense of betrayal and a lack of authenticity in the connection. The subsequent lines convey the persona's self-sufficiency and determination to reach success, showcasing a desire to distance himself from the toxicity of the relationship.
Overall, "Face To Face" delves into themes of self-reflection, emotional turmoil, and the consequences of a crumbling relationship. It paints a picture of a person grappling with their inner demons while navigating the complexities of human connection.
Line by Line Meaning
I cross my heart and to die
I promise with utmost sincerity and commitment
I cross my t's and roll the dice
I meticulously take care of details while taking risks
Wish I didn't feel this way
I desire to no longer have these emotions
Overthinking about my life
I constantly obsess and overanalyze my own life
I don't think things are going rite
I believe that things are not going well
Can you take away the pain
Can you alleviate the emotional distress I'm experiencing
I'm in my mind
I am deeply consumed by my thoughts
All the time
Consistently and without a break
Ciroc no red wine
I prefer Ciroc over red wine
No reasons why
Without any explanations or justifications
I am not fine
I am not emotionally well or stable
Blind in my eyes
I am unable to see clearly or perceive accurately
Heart in my soul
My deepest emotions and feelings reside within me
I go and go rite
I continue to move forward steadily
Ahhh
Expressing frustration or distress
You can't say you didn't change
You cannot deny that you have changed
Cus when you hit my phone you seem to fade away
Because when you contact me, your presence and interest diminish
You looking at me different when we face to face
Your attitude towards me changes when we meet in person
And I know that the loving doesn't feel the same Ahh
And I am aware that the affection between us has changed and is not the same anymore
You only hit me up when you want Prada
You only contact me when you desire expensive things like Prada
But u ain't get nothing getting nothing getting nada
But you won't receive anything, achieving nothing, getting nothing
They say I'm skirting off I'm going fast
Others claim that I am avoiding responsibility and moving quickly
That's cus I'm on my way to the cash
Because I am focused on making money
You can catch me thumbing through these blue bills
You can find me counting and handling these hundred-dollar bills
You can catch me in a mansion in the hills
You can see me residing in a luxurious mansion in the hills
I know that I'm living fast I'm for the thrill
I am aware that I am living a fast-paced life driven by excitement
Don't need you by my side
I do not require your presence or support
When all you do is lie
Considering you consistently deceive and tell falsehoods
I can't seem to find my inner peace
I am unable to discover a sense of tranquility within myself
Everyone looking like my enemies
I perceive everyone around me as potential adversaries
That energy
That vibe or atmosphere
That enemy
That person or thing standing against me
I don't why everybody into me
I don't understand why everyone is interested or invested in me
Don't know where I'm going where I'm supposed to be
I have no clear direction or purpose in my life
I just love the energy
I simply enjoy the vibe and enthusiasm
Baby I know you looking at me I know you into me
Darling, I am aware of your gaze and your attraction towards me
But that love is history
But that love we once had is now in the past
Blew it up to smithereens
We destroyed it completely
Baby don't you call or text me text me
Darling, please refrain from calling or messaging me
Where I been
Asking about my whereabouts
I be on my own
I prefer to be alone or independent
Dark mind going down a dark road
A troubled mind heading towards a gloomy path
I don't know
I am uncertain
I can see
I can perceive
Someone please come and find me
I plead for someone to locate and rescue me
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: MITCHELL, SLATE, WILLIAMSON, Marty Mitchell, Richard Williamson, Stacy Slate
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