Dead
Sezairi Lyrics

When you held my hand I woke up
Your touch awakens me from the mental slumber I was in

From this slumber in my mental space
I was lost in my thoughts before I met you

You confuse me with your smile
Your smile makes it hard for me to think clearly and focus

You invite me with your eyes
You draw me in with your gaze and make me want to be close to you

Could've sworn that I was dead
Before I met you, I felt emotionally dead and unfulfilled

When you look at me I hold back
I try to restrain my emotions when you look at me

There's this energy I can't explain
There is an unexplainable force between us

I'm reacting when I talk
I find myself reacting emotionally when I speak to you

I forget just how to walk
You have such an effect on me that I lose my sense of balance

I want you to hold my hand (please hold my hand)
I long for your touch and affection

I want you to understand (please understand)
I hope you can fathom the depth of my feelings for you

I've never really been in love
I have never experienced love before meeting you

Before was just pretend
My past relationships were not authentic or deep

Every second that you hold me (every second that you hold me)
Each moment that we are close erases the pain I have experienced

Keeps reversing all the hurt I've ever felt inside
Your affection heals my emotional wounds

I just gotta let you know
I need to express how much you mean to me

If you ever let me go
I cannot imagine life without you

I won't get you out of my head
You are constantly on my mind and in my thoughts

Time and time I'm trippin'
I keep questioning my feelings and doubting myself

All on my ends I'm slippin'
My emotions are getting the best of me and affecting my actions

I tell my friends I'm livid
I try to hide my feelings from others and appear calm

I can't deny these feelings
I cannot suppress my emotions for you

I'm tryna hide
I am attempting to conceal my true feelings

But I'ma just check the vibe
I am trying to understand our relationship and where it is going

Can I go?
I am unsure if I should pursue these feelings and take the relationship to the next level

Writing down my feelings to these rhymes and cycle
I am expressing my emotions through art and creativity

Got me crazy pacing back and forth like psycho
I am overwhelmed by my feelings and cannot contain them

Balancing the way I feel
I am trying to balance my emotions and not let them get out of control

You got me on tightrope
Your reactions and feelings towards me are uncertain and unpredictable

I just need an answer from you
I need to know where you stand and how you feel about me

Baby I like you
I have strong feelings of affection for you

Need some life support
I need your love and support to overcome my emotional struggles

It's like I'm dead on arrival
Without your love, I feel lifeless and incomplete

You call baby I'ma pick up the phone
I am always there for you and ready to talk

These stars lineup I've been feeling alone
I feel lonely without you and our connection

These thoughts baby, they've been filling my dome
I cannot stop thinking about you and our relationship

Heart beats for you, I feel it in my bones
My love for you is deep and instinctual

Running, running, running
I am constantly trying to keep up and make sense of our relationship

I've been tryna find a way to get you in my arms
I yearn to hold you close to me

I know it
I am confident in my feelings for you

Baby I'll be here to hold ya
I am committed to being there for you and supporting you

Letting go, it's like I'm void of emotion
Without your love, I feel empty and emotionless

Hold me baby, hold me tryna get in motion
I need your touch and affection to feel alive and engaged

Cradle me I'm falling deep in your ocean
I am fully submerged in my love for you

Frequency and lightning, did you get my notion
Our connection feels electric and powerful to me