FCKD
Shari Silver Lyrics
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I just found out that I’m totally fucked
I can’t find my way out of this hard love
I keep on tryna just be a grown up
I just keep fucking up
I had enough
Don’t even know what I actually want
I know too much sometimes its just a front
I had I had enough
Enough of myself
Enough of the blame
The fights and pain
Sleeping upset
Break together again
Again and again
I don’t know what I gain
Why do I do this
Why do I do this yeah
Why so I do this yeah yeah
Why do I fall for the same shit
The same situations, this ain’t it
I know I know better, but can’t quit
How does this happen, I can’t quit
The only person I should blame’s me
Out of character, this ain’t me
Say that I’ll manage, I’m failing
Say that I’m good, but I’m lying
I just keep fucking up
Enough of myself
Enough of the blame
The fights and pain
Work it out then
End up in the same place
Again and again
I don’t know what I gain
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I do this yeah
The lyrics to Shari Silver's song "FCKD" reflect a sense of frustration, self-reflection, and a struggle with personal growth. The singer begins by expressing a desire to stay in a state of ignorance or avoidance, not wanting to face the reality that they are in a difficult situation. They feel lost and unable to navigate their way out of a challenging love or relationship. The repetition of the phrase "I just keep fucking up" highlights their feelings of repeated mistakes and failures.
The second verse delves deeper into the singer's inner turmoil and self-blame. They describe a pattern of getting into fights, feeling pain, and repeatedly falling into the same destructive situations. Despite knowing better, they can't seem to break free from this cycle. The line "The only person I should blame's me" suggests a recognition of personal responsibility for their actions and choices. However, they also acknowledge that this behavior is out of character for them, yet they find it difficult to manage and overcome.
Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of self-disappointment, questioning, and a struggle to find personal growth and happiness. The singer is grappling with their own destructive patterns, trying to understand why they continue to engage in behaviors that lead to pain and dissatisfaction. It's a raw and honest expression of self-reflection and the desire for change.
Line by Line Meaning
Don’t wake me up
Please don't disturb me
I just found out that I’m totally fucked
I recently discovered that my situation is completely messed up
I can’t find my way out of this hard love
I am struggling to escape from this difficult relationship
I keep on tryna just be a grown up
I continue to make efforts to act like an adult
I just keep fucking up
I keep making mistakes
I had enough
I am tired and fed up
Don’t even know what I actually want
I am uncertain about my true desires
I know too much sometimes its just a front
I often pretend to be knowledgeable, but it's just a facade
Tryna avoid these feelings and get drunk
I'm attempting to escape my emotions by getting intoxicated
I had I had enough
I am absolutely done
Enough of myself
I am tired of my own flaws
Enough of the blame
I no longer want to place blame on others
The fights and pain
The arguments and suffering
Sleeping upset
Going to bed feeling upset
Break together again
Breaking up and getting back together repeatedly
Again and again
Repeatedly
I don’t know what I gain
I am unsure of what I am benefiting from
Why do I do this
Why do I repeat these actions
Why so I do this yeah
Why do I keep doing this
Why do I fall for the same shit
Why do I keep falling for the same problematic situations
The same situations, this ain’t it
These repeated circumstances are not the right choice
I know I know better, but can’t quit
I am aware that I should do better, but I can't stop
How does this happen, I can’t quit
I don't understand how this keeps occurring, and I can't stop it
The only person I should blame’s me
I am the only one responsible, I should blame myself
Out of character, this ain’t me
This is not how I usually behave, it's out of character
Say that I’ll manage, I’m failing
I claim that I will handle it, but I am failing
Say that I’m good, but I’m lying
I say that everything is fine, but I'm lying
Enough of myself
I'm tired of my own flaws
End up in the same place
I always find myself in the same situation
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I keep repeating this
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I continue doing this
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I persist in this behavior
Lyrics © HNTRSS SONGS
Written by: Shari Silver, Randy Class
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