Although she mysteriously disappeared in late 2016, she oddly started a company called “SHILOH DYNASTY LLC” on February 24th, 2017. Shiloh renewed her company twice, first on February 6th, 2018 and secondarily on December 11th, 2018, only 5 days after the since disbanded Shiloh Dynasty Discord Server leaked the existence of “SHILOH DYNASTY LLC.”
In August 2019, Genius uploaded a video titled “The Influence Of Shiloh Dynasty” where they spoke to a friend of Shiloh named Saki who confirmed he had not spoken to her since 2016, the year she last posted on Instagram. Genius also contacted Shiloh’s manager, Anthony Specter, who spoke on the topic publicly for the first time ever. Anthony was quoted as saying “Shiloh is an intensely private person and that is all I have to say on the matter.”
In November 2019, it was rumored that Shiloh would be featured on the late XXXTENTACION’s second posthumous album Bad Vibes Forever. Although never confirmed, it was said that Shiloh would be recreating UK singer Anneka’s uncleared sampled vocals on the 2014 track Ecstasy. The vocals were then confirmed to be recreated by Noah Cyrus only weeks later when a snippet of the updated track surfaced.
In late December 2019, a full 38 months after her last post on Instagram, an associate of Shiloh confirmed that she had recently cut ties with him saying she had “no intention of returning to the public eye.”
Long
Shiloh Dynasty Lyrics
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But how when my life's complicated
Everything is hard and I mean my situations
Life is so hard it can be frustrating
And the more I fail the more i gotta keep
Elaborating i try to start talking
But I hate conversation
Im tired of putting up a front
I'm on a road and I hit every bump so tired
This mess so tired of this stuff
All I can say is that
Ive had enough my life is
Stressful and it's sorta rough
But people say they won't leave what a bluff
Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?
Depression hittin hard don't know what to do
Laying on the ground this feeling ain't new
Emotions all attached all my
Feelings is glued
Is it my fault tho what i did i do
What did i do
Suicide in my head wishing I was dead
Only thin I see thru my eyes
Is red but that only cuz
Of all the tears that i shed
My anxiety high my medication
Low I'm dying inside but I try not to show
Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?
The lyrics of Long reveal an internal struggle of the artist and their battle with depression, anxiety, and the weight of everyday life. The song starts with the artist acknowledging the need to maintain their own pace and flow amidst the complexity of their life. However, the more they fail, the harder it becomes to keep going. They express the frustration and exhaustion of hitting every bump on the road of life without any progress. The artist admits to being drained by conversations, indicating a feeling of disconnect from others who may not understand the depth of their struggle. They feel exhausted from pretending to be okay when in reality, they are in a slump.
Moving forward, the lyrics delve deeper into the artist's mental state. They describe the heavy weight of depression, confusion, and anxiety weighing them down. The artist seems to be attempting to understand the root of their emotions by questioning their own actions. The lyric "Is it my fault tho what I did I do" suggests a sense of guilt, and that perhaps their actions have contributed to their current state. They also express the desire to escape from their thoughts and feelings, maybe wishing for death, and having suicidal thoughts.
In conclusion, the lyrics of Long capture the complexity of living with mental health issues and the daily struggle of putting on a brave face while dealing with internal turmoil.
Line by Line Meaning
I gotta keep my own pace gotta keep my flow
I need to maintain my own rhythm and style.
But how when my life's complicated
But it's difficult because of how complex my life is.
Everything is hard and I mean my situations
All aspects of my life are challenging.
Life is so hard it can be frustrating
Life can be extremely difficult, leading to feelings of frustration.
And the more I fail the more i gotta keep
I have to continue to push myself even when I fail.
Elaborating i try to start talking
I attempt to communicate and express myself.
But I hate conversation
But I dislike engaging in dialogue.
Im tired of putting up a front
I'm exhausted from pretending to be okay.
Cuz in reality im really in a dang slump
Because the truth is that I'm really struggling.
I'm on a road and I hit every bump so tired
I feel like my life is full of obstacles and challenges, and I'm so tired of it.
This mess so tired of this stuff
I'm tired of dealing with all of this.
All I can say is that
All I can express is that
Ive had enough my life is
I've reached my limit with how my life is going.
Stressful and it's sorta rough
It's filled with stress and difficulties.
But people say they won't leave what a bluff
But others claim they won't abandon me, which I find hard to believe.
Depression hittin hard don't know what to do
I'm experiencing intense depression and feel lost.
Laying on the ground this feeling ain't new
I'm so used to feeling this way that I'm immobile on the ground.
Emotions all attached all my
All of my emotions are connected and intertwined.
Feelings is glued
I can't separate my feelings from one another.
Is it my fault tho what i did i do
Is the reason for this my own fault?
What did i do
What could I have done differently?
Suicide in my head wishing I was dead
I'm having suicidal thoughts and strongly desire to end my life.
Only thin I see thru my eyes
All I can see when I look around me
Is red but that only cuz
Is red, but that's only because
Of all the tears that i shed
Of the tears I've cried.
My anxiety high my medication
My anxiety is through the roof, but my medication
Low I'm dying inside but I try not to show
Isn't working well enough and I feel like I'm falling apart inside, but I try not to let it show.
Sorta depressed right now
I'm feeling somewhat depressed at the moment.
Sorta a mess right now
I'm feeling somewhat overwhelmed right now.
Sorta confused right now
I'm feeling somewhat confused and uncertain right now.
What do I do right now?
I don't know what to do or how to cope with what I'm feeling right now.
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[Hook: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor,fucking up my system. Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling
I’m sorry I feel no attraction,I know that it’s been a minute
[Chorus: Shiloh Dynasty]
Cause I was so low, for so long
Yeah, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
O-o-oh, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
Yeah, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
O-o-oh, yeah
[Hook: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor,fucking up my system. Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling
I’m sorry I feel no attraction,I know that it’s been a minute
[Chorus: Shiloh Dynasty]
Cause I was so low, for so long
Yeah, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
O-o-oh, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
Yeah, yeah
Cause I was so low, for so long
O-o-oh, yeah
@vittorpain4353
Esgotado em uma noite,
Só pensando na sorte,
A sorte de te ter e nao é um corte,
Ouvindo todos falar que se não é forte,
Enquanto o peso das palavras eu carreguei,
Em uma tarde eu parei e pensei em voce,
Ate lembrei espera tenho que escrever,
Tu é tipo uma rosa ou melhor tulipa,
Acho que é cedo mas se é mt linda,
@jonvanbael6159
Crazy weird to think Shiloh only did instagram and vine vids then just disappeared with this kind of talent
@PanzerNach
Exactly
@SPACEHARICE
He was convicted of drug possession which was only weed so kinda bullshit
@lonelystar724
AHarice it’s a girl
@SPACEHARICE
@@lonelystar724 typo spelt dhe and it turned into he
@ok-yz2pr
her lawyer said she doesn't want the fame or something like that..
I want her to come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
@utstzzz6166
Bout to listen to this when it rains.
@luna3658
That's what I always do. 💧
@mossymapleleaf
YASSS
@S1mplySh1t
Hell yeah