Now and Then
Shotmaker Lyrics


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Size direction,
His reflection,
Lies infection,
Tries repression.
Colours turning their shades on this fine day,
Life is crawling away on this great day.

No thought have ever been tamed,
In my heart there will be shame,
Locked away without pain,
For this i hold the blame.





I am so alone, alone.
I am so alone, alone.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Shotmaker's song Now and Then are full of complex emotions and thoughts. The first few lines seem to be describing the internal struggle that the singer is experiencing. They suggest that the singer is grappling with his own self-image and how he perceives himself. The line "Size direction, his reflection" could be interpreted as the singer comparing himself to others and feeling inadequate, while "Lies infection, tries repression" might suggest that he is struggling with a sense of dishonesty and denial.


The next two lines, "Colours turning their shades on this fine day, life is crawling away on this great day" seem to convey a sense of melancholy and disillusionment. The singer seems to be reflecting on how time is passing him by and how he feels helpless to stop it.


The second verse is even more introspective, with the singer delving deep into his own psyche. "No thought have ever been tamed, in my heart there will be shame" suggests that the singer has a lot of pent-up thoughts and feelings that he has not been able to express. He feels ashamed of these thoughts and perhaps fears that if he were to share them he would be judged and ostracized.


The final lines "Locked away without pain, for this I hold the blame, I am so alone, alone" seem to encapsulate the singer's sense of isolation and loneliness. He feels trapped inside his own mind and unable to connect with others. It is a raw and honest expression of the pain that can come from feeling disconnected and lost.


Overall, the lyrics to Now and Then are a powerful meditation on the human experience, dealing with themes of isolation, loneliness, and the struggle to find meaning and purpose in life.


Line by Line Meaning

Size direction,
The way things are perceived in terms of their dimensions,


His reflection,
The image of oneself seen in a reflective surface,


Lies infection,
Falsehood spreading rapidly and causing harm,


Tries repression.
Attempts to suppress or restrain one's thoughts or feelings,


Colours turning their shades on this fine day,
The hues of the day changing with time,


Life is crawling away on this great day.
The passing of time and the fleeting nature of existence,


No thought have ever been tamed,
None of the ideas or notions have been truly subdued,


In my heart there will be shame,
Regret or remorse felt deeply in one's innermost being,


Locked away without pain,
Kept in a state of confinement without any discomfort,


For this i hold the blame.
As the cause of this situation, I must take responsibility.


I am so alone, alone.
A feeling of complete isolation and loneliness.


I am so alone, alone.
A reinforcement of the previous line, emphasizing the depth of loneliness felt.




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